do we need reasons?

I woke up happy today.

Not knowing why.

I still have assignments to finish (untuk monday morning punya klass pulak.haha)

kakak and abang is not at home, ade extra job today.

but I just woke up happy.

I went to shah alam earlier today because I left my hp charger and I have to get it because I cant reply fahmi's and faiz's sms-es regarding the work.

Then I went to OU with mama.

mama nak shopping baju baby. 

(bukan baby i ye, sekian terima kaseh)

best jugak shopping baju baby. tak sabar pulak rasa.hahaha.

terus sms berrie.

me:bestla shopping baju baby, i nak baby jugak.

berrie: boleh je, nanti i tolong u buat satu k.

hahahaha, miang!

the, suddenly, berrie and wirra came to OU jugak. So we shopped together.

shopping with mummy and berrie, my favorite thing to do in the world with my two most favorite people :))

no wonder I woke up happy.haha

culture shock much?

I have a friend.

used to be very close, though only for a short time.

Still, I care for her.

And now I think there's something up with her.

Over sangat nak jadi liar, menjadi jadi.

i am sorry,I had tried to talk to you, but you wouldnt listen and if this is the way you want tp live your life, then that is up to you.

Just know this; 

even when you feel like there's nobody who will be there for you, and even your family fails you, know that I am always here for you, if you want me to.

i still care and love you as my best friend.

hope one day you will realized that all this is just a phase.

a phase that will ruined your life, your future.

hello you, yes you

Just hope before the semester ends, I will have the guts to say this to him,

"boleh saya nak ambil gambar dengan sir?"

hahahahahaha.

but really, I do.

oh, super-bored

hello,hello.

yes, its a Friday evening, the third week of class.
My ethics class finish quite early today, and plus minus gelak gelak dulu, discuss next monday assignment, gelak gelak lagi, buy lunch, its 11.30 by the time I reach Baiduri.

after eating while watching FRIENDS, gossip gossip sikit and then I took a nice nap.hehe. Woke up at 2pm to send yayang to class and here I am, bored as hell.

Oh yeah, I went to Jason Derulo's showcase last Wednesday, but by the time I reach there, the show is over. I know, that SUCKS, but what to do?

Its okay, there's world stage next week and many more concerts to come, hopefully.

Mummy called few days ago, asking if I'm coming back this week or not because the whole family + the extended family are going out to Jeram for my cousin's birthday celebration tomorrow. I think I am going home later this evening.

Bosan kot duduk sini. Balik rumah boleh shopping.hehe :)

okay, thats all for now because I'm having a major headache.

to berrie,with love

I know that I am imperfect,
but I hope I'm perfect for you.

I love it when you just stare and smile at me when I talk and talk,
I love it when you tell me how much you want me.
I love it when you try your best to make me happy,
I love it when you care too much about me.

People can say what they want to say.
They don't know how much you meant to me,
They don't know how much you make me happy,
They don't know how you are my meant to be.

I love it that you are imperfect,
because all your imperfection is what makes you perfect for me, and just me.

I love you so much despite whatever I say or do,
I just really love you,
Zabarie Talep <3

kelana jaya, I MISS YOU

as usual, went to either kinrara or Kj or damansara on the weekends. Today was KJ. While I was browsing around Giant KJ, I started getting washed by SUPER nostalgic feelings.

GOD DAMN, I MISS KELANA JAYA SO FUCKING MUCH!

I miss how I can just walk from school.
I miss how I can lepaklepak with my friends all the time
I miss how my friends are just a few steps away
I miss all the people
I miss the environment
I miss how everything is there, so near
I miss daud kuih
I miss apek DVD kat Giant lama tu
I miss Syed Bistro
I miss being Kelana Jaya-an.

i just miss HOME ;(

p/s: i cut my hair. japanese bangs again since I dont want to waste so much money for hair extension :)

whatever on the mind, baby

although I did went home for the weekend last week, I felt like I miss home so much, and then I realized why. I spend the whole Saturday last week with my friends and went back to stupid Baiduri early on Sunday. hehe.

Sorry mummy, I know you miss me much, that's why you are cranky last week. I LOVE YOU <3

Anyway, I am happier this week, I dont know why but I am. I still have lots of assignment waiting for me, but whateverlah, its only the 2nd week of class, and I still have tonight (alasan standart orang pemalas)

Anyhow, internet is damn slow today, I dont know why.
Dahlah abang pergi melaka, so I dont know what to do. I'm on ym with Berrie right now and he tells me what to do, but i;m still scared to touch whatever it is I have to do to make the connection faster. So biarjelah. hehe

I changed my 6pm-9pm on Thursday international marketing class to Friday, same time. I know, class on Friday evening?

Loserville right?

But whatever, my boyfriend is in the same class, so its kinda still DATENIGHT, but with other students and lecturer.
(btw, mrs kamariah yang ajar, IM LOVIN; IT!)

So right now, I'm trying to keep my lazy mode away and finish up spme academic writing while downloading many many songs by bunkface and katy perry. Yeah, you got that right, preparing myself for WORLDSTAGE baby!

and thanks MARWAN ZAKARIA for the extra tickets :)

worldstage

WORLDSTAGE 2010

yes, I AM SO GOING! in fact, I have four tickets for now and maybe more soon :))

hopefully because i usually get these tickets more and more at the last minute.

and when i get it, i'm going bring sekampung kawan kawan.hehe

So, see you guys there :D

CHECK IT OUT!

Check my new business blog, for all fashionista :))

It is not complete yet, but take a look and tell your friends kayh :)

http://www.ohmyclozet.wordpress.com

biz

my business blog will be up and running soon :)

feel free to check it out soon okay? :D

the arrival of the jacket!

FINALLY, ladies and gentlemen, I got my long awaited JACKET! 

(yes, this post is about a jacket, so yeah, just an early warning,hehe)

hehe, you know, the flight aka biker jacket? yeah, that one. I finally finally got it and at a REASONABLE price too! (50% off okeyh!)

I have search high and low but nothing seems right. The size, the cutting, the colour, the zip is broken, too expensive (i dont find it worth it to buy the jacket at high price because it WILL go out of season) and so on. but now i finally found it! :))

so, quoting my berrie 'lepas ni jangan bising bising lagi nak cari'

hehe. Thankyou lalink and hafriz for helping me for my search for the jacket :))

the road to happiness

in order to achieved the maximum feel of calmness and peaceful-ness and happiness, this list should be followed:

+ stop online networking and have more contact with the real world
+ read more books rather than fashion magazines
+dont shop everytime i get upset but do yoga or something else that's relaxing
+concentrate more on my business rather than bitching/gossiping
+dispose all toxic friends and make friends with animal instead (woodland creature is acceptable)
+eat healthy food instead of chocolates and fruits in syrups that are packed in cans
+stop dreaming to be miley cyrus and just love yourself
+stop judging others and MAYBE others will stop judging you
+appreciate all good things around you
+exchange all parties and concerts with a happy heart to heart moments with close trustworthy friends

and many others.haha. macamlah nak ikut semua ni, but still, for all troubled girls like me out there, this is a very good list to follow :))

phone crisis!

Sony Ericsson SATIO, but I want it in white or red :)

as most of you know, my N95 is dead. DEAD DEAD DEAD. Kong habis! It started off with the screen, and after i repaired the screen, TWICE, now the keypad is not working. So I cant access anything that is inside the phone memory and yes, I cant use it anymore ;(

Thankgod for second phone. For as long as I remember, I always have a second phone. Sometimes I have a second number and sometimes I just let my boyfriend or sister use it. Anyway, so right now I'm using my second phone, LG KS360 (is it correct?) and since my sister use it, the keypad (especially the space and letter b) is kinda broken. and so many other problems. 

I asked for a new phone but my mum wont let me have it straight away. A sense of responsibility, i guess. 

Anyway, I wanted the Sony Ericsson SATIo for so long, although AINO seems fine too, but many asks me to buy the blackberry. The thing about blackberry is, I dont really like how it looks like, the QWERTY pad, and since blackberry specialize in  internet, I dont really need it. I am not an internet junkie. I love camera and music on my phone :))

So, which should i get?

alhamdulillah

first and foremost, ALHAMDULILLAH for my results. :)

and congratulations to the rest of my closest friends who got great results too. :))

I think this holiday is the WORST. I am super bored! All I do all day, all week is organizing my stuff, gave my house a total spring cleaning makeover and shopping. I know, I know, shopping doesnt sound so bad right? Yeahh, that is like the best part of the holiday, but the rest of the time all I do is sit alone at home, occasionally go out with my friends.I think its because no one is at home all day, and i just feel lonely. But I should count my blessings right? I have GREAT friends, a boyfriend that loves me, great family and I can do my fave hobby all the time, SHOP. hehe

So, here I am, i always find time to entertain myself. Hangout with friends, bakes, sew, create jewellery (I made my own bib necklace), create my own dress and skirts and of course overhaul my house.hehe.

 I should just appreciate the free time that I have right now right, I will be covered deep with assignments when the semester begins soon. So overall, ALHAMDULILLAh :))

mumble

it's 5.10 in the morning.

i am watching sex and the city marathon.

season after season.

while downloading more tv series.

i should sleep now.

i am fasting tomorrow anyway.

and zabarie talep, i miss you lots ;(

and hamizah ghozali, i miss you lots and lots and lots jugak ;(

memoir of a young firah

as most of you already know, my semester break project this time is to clean out my room/house. Seriously, i have a LOT of junk, its because my fave past time thing to do is shopping :))

but one thing you should know, i am GOOD in deco and organizing rooms and houses.

So the story goes on, I was organizing my photo albums, and I found myself went through this memory lane. God, i miss the old times.

The old times where everything is simple.

The old times where my friends are everywhere.

the old times when I am invited everywhere.

The old times where everything is fun fun fun.

oh rakan rakanku, aku sungguh rindu pada kamu. my guys and my girls <33

and yes, i am very emotional and sappy.haha.

whatever.

i just wish i could turn back time and highschool never ends.
i miss those days of cutting classes, gossiping in the teachers rooms, picture day(s), staybacks and school events.
im not saying that college is no fun, i still love it, only i miss then more. ;(

well, i guess everyone do, right?

nine west!

for those who still dont know me very well, well, I AM INLOVE with NINEWEST and occasionally Charles and Keith. (because C&K is cheap,hehe). I don't know why, but I just love NINEWEST so much. everytime I went into one of their shops, I just get so excited and I sweat and shivers. YES, I shivers. :)

and i bought two pairs at NINEWEST harbour town australia last year :))

anyway, i am so inlove with it that I used the brand as my assignment topic, TWICE.haha.

Okay, the point that I am telling this story is not to babble about my obsession, but while I was shopping yesterday, I went in the shop and found the most gorgeous clutch. plus, it has a long chain strap that can work as a slingbag too. DAMN, makes me more inlove with NINEWEST.

I didnt get to buy it yesterday, but in swear one day i will!

and yeah, i bought two pairs of gorgeous shoes and one dress yesterday. :)

ohh, i want!

I want I want I want!

The green one please! this is one toga dress that i WANT! and it can even be turned into an off shoulder dress! I WANT IT!

I came across this dress in this month Cleo and i went to check out the site. Its only 53 bucks. I love it. Can i have it please?

its a holiday

hello again my faithful readers :))

(i know you guys are there although you readers never comment or anything and actually, i like it that way.hehe )

okay, nothing much happen, just the usual thing like my HOUSEMATE is a thief. yep, you heard that right! NUR FARHANA JONI is the name. I found out about that the night before my media law exam, and it sucks because i kinda need to memorized stuff and what not. Still, I gave her a mouthful, and berrie says saya sangat garang.hahaha. I can do nothing much other than just scream at her because im busy with my exams and the moving out etc.

Still, its NOT OVER. im going to do something about it, you just wait and see.

Okay, so we are already settled in our new house, and im telling ya, its SUPER LOVELY. everyone who has seen it say that the house is GORGEOUS but it wont be once we moved in.hahaha. we are awarded the most lazy and disgusting girls on the block. Hey, its not all bad, we are just too busy at times to clean up the house okay.

Although its only one week in for the holidays, im bored. SUPER bored. I send yayang to the airport last       weekend, with Hafriz of course, which explains the photo. And the next day i went for a mini shopping/movie trip with mummy and Dory. (which explains the third photo,haha)

Anyway, my holiday just began. i am more than ready to go out and about with my friends, my guys and my girls. I hope this holiday's road trip is as exciting as the last.

and owh yeah, i finally found a cheaper priced keyboard to replaced my IBook's. alhamdulillah :))

i love you

check out my baby's blog at http://www.berrietalep.blogspot.com

dia menjiwangkan dirinya untuk saya.

you are the love of my life too lalink :))

give it to me

i am addicted to 'hello goodbye' by glee, especially their video where they dance, because it the action and even the face of finn, shows how much he cares and wants rachel.

you see, i am an originally a very jiwang and emotional girl, i changed a lot for berrie, but now, i just wants something sweet, something jiwang-ish.

can anybody give that to me?

hair!

RAMBUT BARU :))

a little patchy here and there but still can be considered OKAY! :)

media law!

i know we have a looong gap before the next paper, media law, but its just so hard to try and study the sybject. We know what's going to come out (i think) but we just dont know how to study because there are just TOO many things to understand and search cases on.

So, for days i've been watching glee (for like the 6th time) and downloading things, and watching Liar Game (super best okeyh) and creating my own study fort in front of the tv ( i put my speaker, amal's table fan and my japanese table so that i'll get comfy) but i just cant focus right. 

Maybe its just the fact that the house is so messed up because we are moving or maybe i just cant wait for the holidays. ughh, just really want to get through this.

and yes, i want to shop :))

exam.exam

holla,

i started my exam today. (technically it was yesterday because its already monday right now.hehe)
and i have another paper tomorrow (technically its today).

kejam kan?

i just finished doing my media planning notes and i am just too lazy to memorized and understand the whole thing, so i decide to take a break first. hehe.

Nik is still doing her notes, after i force her not to sleep because im scared. (semua salah kak abby sebab wat cerita seram tadi, and finally semua orang ketakutan). My baby is upstairs and im assumeming that he is sleeping because he didnt answer my texts, although he promised to go to mamak with me for a quick supper.

anyway, this is just a quick update on what i am doing now, so wish me luck and im going to continue watching how i met your mother :))

help me

help me. help me to do the things that im supposed to do! haha. saya sangat malaslah today.tak tahulah kenapa!

How pathetic is this: i am watching My Spy on ASTRO on a weekend, and staring blankly at my notes and books which i'm supposed to read and memorized for two back to backs exam that's going to happen in 24 hours.haha.

I desperately feel the need to shop, but i feel guilty if i go out and partay when i know there's exam around the corner. so, its okay, but after the 6th, its ronggeng time baby!

oh, and did i tell you i'm moving? not my real house, my rented house. same floor, just the other end. nice house btw, and we can move in by tomorrow, supposedly.

so, as i drool over each blog for online shopping and try unsuccessfully to study, please tell me if you have any idea on how to entertain me okay? :))

ahh-ihh-ohh

ughh, i tried to give my blog a new look last two weeks while i was accompanying my lalink. (he has to stay up to finish his final project). and i tried a lot of layouts and templates and even custom made ones, but nothing makes me fall in love with them yet. so i settle for this one-for now.

anyway, im at home now after almost one month stuck at Baiduri. uhh how i miss my mom and my kiki. But I miss my friends too, and surprisingly, my crazy group mates who i spend almost 24 hours a day for weeks.

serious dow, saya rindu groupmate saya. :))

its okay, im going back to s,alam tomorrow anyway to take my first final exam this sunday. wish me luck guys :))

i know that I should study hard since this is a very HARD sem, but i just dont feel like it.maybe its because we've been hit by so many projects that we don't feel like there is  athing call "a break" anymore, and that just kills the mood to study. seriously. and yeah, my papers are so close together, which makes it even harder to study.

but its okay, i'll try my best for my mummy :))

after all, during this whole week i've been home, i have been going back and forth to shah alam anyways, to meet my baby and gossip dengan nik.hehe. just a few hours ago, pegi makan satay samuri dengan kakak,mama and yayang :))

okay, saya perlu mandi sekejap. so update you later.
mwuahmwuah

p/s:because i changed my template so many times, i lost the list of other people's blog. pls let me know ur address so i can put the list up again okay?

waiting

im in i dont really know which lab, waiting for my turn for my interactive advertising final presentation.

a funny story. Nik and me was locked out from the house just this evening. agak kelakarla sbb i have this presentation. dahla dressing pun pakai boxer shorts and t-shirt je.

so thank so much to IWE,HANIS and NIK bfor helping me to get the keys. jasamu dikenang. :))

but buat penat je rushing because last last kene stay and tunggu my turn (alphabetical order).

so one advice for you people; name your child with the letter A okay.

so wish me luck :)

btw. updated work list:

• interactive report and presentation (in afew hours)
• media planning report (tommorow)
• media planning presentation (tuesday)
• specials topic in advertising report (tomorrow)

yeay dah makin sikit :))

tak sabar nak pergi jolly and shoping and dating.hehehehe.

p/s: this saturday im going to the orchestra :)

worklist

things to do:

1. final presentation adv management
2. final presentation creative approaches
3. report special topics in advertising
4. final test contemporary issues in publishing and media design
5. German written test
6. Adv management extra assignment
7. final presentation media planning (super scary!)
8. Documentation interactive advertising
9. Website for interactive advertising
10. and yes, 5 days of exam ;(

after that i promise i will change my idiotic layout and update more :)

ohhhh

well well,

i finally find the time to write something.
HAHA.
i know its been 3 months.

saya sangat busy, saya tak tipu. sometimes i feel like i cant do this degree thing. and this is just degree, its not even the real life yet.

Advertising is a LOT of work, sumpahhhh. There are weekly presentation, theory work, practical work, tests and quizzes and of course FINAL CAMPAIGN.

The whole reason i get to update is because im in front of my laptop (yes, i have  a laptop now, its MAC.hehe), doing work since 6 this evening and Fahmi just left. I will be seeing him again tomorrow, despite tomorrow being the weekeneds.huwaaaa,

Okay, to catch up. lets sum it up:

• i went to PLACEBO concert
• I went to MTV at the movies
• I stood up to my lecturer who is SUPER bias
• I miss my mummy
• I miss my lalink a lot ;(
• After a loong time, I went to a gig last few weeks
• I am organizing a gig this MAY
• I celebrated valentine at the zoo
• We organized a surprise party for iwe
• Im better at photoshop
• Im better at playing guitar hero.hehe

and LOADS more.

i'll see you next time, i promise

quickie

hello everyone,

there are so many things i wanna tell, i wanna write, but i just couldnt find the perfect time.

its 1 am here, and my nose is dripping, my throat hurts like theres a sand paper in it and i have to wake up in 6 hours.

internet connection has been SUPER suckish and my PC is broken, AGAIN. ni pun baru elok ;(
My schedule is super pack, i hardly can find time to do my assignment, let alone sleep.

just so you know, everything is going fine, for now. i have found two friends that make life this semester better than the last, thanks to hanis zakiyah and muhammad nor faiz.

Insyaallah, life wil be good this sem and not as hell-ish as the last one.

wish me luck and doakan saya berjaya dlm menghadapi semester ini okay? :)