friends.

what friendship means to me :)

• my bestfriend would never choose a guy over his/her friends
• my bestfriend would always have my back
• my bestfriend would always give and take
• my bestfriend wont be sharing her stories and never listen to mind in return
• my bestfriend would always be the one I could tell anything too, the good and the bad
• my bestfriend wont be fake
• my bestfriend wont take me for granted
• my bestfriend would accept me for who i am
• my bestfriend would be someone I could talk to openly about anything and everything, and never ever have to talk behind her/his back
• my bestfriend would never leave me for someone else
• my bestfriend would never only be by my side when things are good.
• but most of all, I know who my bestfriends are and I know those who fake it.

and i know they know who they are too. I love you guys :)

indie.

indie bands.

or in other words, independent bands.

now, these type of bands are considered as a genre (they sounds mostly like powerpop, actually). but I think there are no more meaning to them, because they are crazy about going into mainstream.

So,what is so indie about that?

Even those who are not establish and just started for a few months are demanding things, like a diva. Why? just because they play indie songs?

This is based on experience. Indie bands demanding ridiculous payment that is as high as the rate of top artists.

Seriously, who do you guys think you are?

in other words, sedarlah diri. Korang baru nak naik, baru nak mula,. Orang tak kenal pun, tak payahlah demand macam kau rockstar! Main muzik sebab muzik, bukan sebab populariti, duit or perempuan. Tolonglah, kayuh pelan pelan, and if korang mmg deserve it, oarang akan melutut kat kaki korg nak mintak korg main muzik korg. so SEDAR DIRI OKAY INDIE BAND!

rakan taulan

ini boyfriend saya. comelkan?

hehehe.gambar ini ditangkap semasa dia menemani saya ke rumah cousin saya untuk majlis harijadi.hehe

okay, seriously,i am so inlove right now, and so god damn angau.No,nothing happen,just that i miss him so much. But im going back to Melaka in a few hours because all my work is half way done, and I get to see my baby again :D

and i dedicate "ku mahu kau tahu by hujan" to my lovely berrie.especially the chorus part.

I love you so much my baby :)

This industrial project assignment is very tiring, but kinda fun at the same time :)

I met a lot of interesting people, and my friends and I are bonding with each other.We spend almost everyday together for weeks! Sleeping at each other house for days and days and get into drama,also together. HAHA

So im just feeling a little greatful today, and i dedicate this to all my friends:

xaty;

bestfriends for 11 years, and still going strong

berrie;

my everything

hafriz;

the bestest best friend anyone can have.You were there for me through everything

hazzy;

never fail to make me happy

pingu;

like a sister to me, i love youuuu

miejod;

neverfail to make me smile, even when im so down

amina;

the one who understands me

hanis;

always my ears and shoulder for everything

wanie;

you show me the meaning of friendship

marwan;

kecelakaanmu yang amat aku rindui :)

sarra;

rakan gossip terhandal.haha

harris;

my pet bro who i will always miss

amal;

my lesbian partner.haha.rakan luah perasaan.hehe. lovee youuu

apiq;

someone to talk to, always

yaya;

my sister that alwas seem to know what to say

paan;

playboy yang banyak ajar tentang hidup.hehe

eejat;

kebongokkanmu aku rindui.haha

nazriq;

the best advisor anyone could ever have

danny;

my pet bro who i miss sooo much

arip;

the most sempoi friend ever.rinduuuu

what i did on valentine

what i did on valentine?

pegi teman pingu tengok jim perform dekat KSN.sedih tak? hahahaha. atleast dpt spendtime dgn yayang :D

berrie says: "even kita tak sambut valentine, tak semestinya I tak sayang you. I sayang giler dekat you.sepanjang you buat research, I tahan je sabar sebab jealous you banyak spend time dengan kawan and groupmate you, bukan dengan I. Tapi I paham sebab kerja.I rindu giler dekat you.Dah lama I tak jumpa you.Kalau jumpa pun, kejap je. I rindu giler dekat you macam nak nangis.I sayang giler dekat you, sebab tu I rasa macamni.Kalau boleh, I nak dengan you je 24 hours a day.I love you so much, I akan jaga you sampai mati.I taknak berpisah dengan you.I nak bagi you roses tapi takut layu sebab tak tahu jumpa bila.I really miss you.I love you and nak nangis sebab rindu youu"

photos gallore

remeber the photos I told you about before? well, this are just a few out of other hundreds. saya dah penat nak upload.huahahahaha.

for more pics, wait for my facebook album okay?

OUTING: Dataran Pahlawan and sungei Wang

ASSIGNMENT: MELODI, everywhere

CLASS PHOTOSHOOT

busyness

hello people.

happy valentine's day <3

For those who had already know, I am swarm with assignments. Okay fine, maybe its just ONE assignment, but I have to follow Melodi TV3 crew for about two months for my research (my group and me, I mean). we are tired, lacking sleep, emotional breakdown, miss our loves one, and down right BROKE.

Still, I have a LOT of interesting photos that I will upload soon.

Although my baby and I decided not to celebrate valentine this year, but earlier tonight my baby send me this sms:

"even kita tak sambut valentine, tak semestinya I tak sayang you. I sayang giler dekat you.sepanjang you buat research, I tahan je sabar sebab jealous you banyak spend time dengan kawan and groupmate you, bukan dengan I. Tapi I paham sebab kerja.I rindu giler dekat you.Dah lama I tak jumpa you.Kalau jumpa pun, kejap je. I rindu giler dekat you macam nak nangis.I sayang giler dekat you, sebab tu I rasa macamni.Kalau boleh, I nak dengan you je 24 hours a day.I love you so much, I akan jaga you sampai mati.I taknak berpisah dengan you.I nak bagi you roses tapi takut layu sebab tak tahu jumpa bila.I really miss you.I love you and nak nangis sebab rindu youu"

AWWW baby. You know I love you so much. I pray to God every single minute that my future is going to be shared with you. We've been through everything together and I cant imagine what my life would e like without you. I sayang giler dekat you yayang.I LOVE YOU. You might not be perfect, but you are perfect for me :)

benccciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

what a day :(

dont get me wrong, nothing that bad happen today, only that I had my feelings all screwed up.

Eversince last week, I had been bombered with my never ending assigments. What with the money for the god damn stupid MPG and so on. The only thing that is good about all this is that I love my group mate so much. They are the one who keep me going, actually.

Thanks darlings :)

I'm in amal's house right now. Although the day had been hactic, I still cant sleep.

We arrive from malacca to day to do our industry project (this has been day 2) and this will keep on going for 2 months. We will go back to malacca on wednesday afternoon for our thursday class and later that same thursday, we will go back to KL again for our project (we are following melodi's crew around)

You know what that means: MONEY MONEY MONEY and yeah TIRING!

but I really had fun, I met some awesome people, HOT people and so on. And my friends and I had been laughing our ass off all day long.haha

Still, I have an uneasy feeling creeping in my mind.(and heart). 

Im confused. I love him so much, but sometimes I wanted to be treated special. I gave all that I have for him. Sometimes, love needs to be proven with actions, not words. And sometimes I need to know that he really loves me too. Please take care of me. Please dont let my feelings towards you change, because you know how much in love i am with you. 

Things may seems different now, and obstacles are coming our way with a pace so fast, but I know we will make it through. I love you, and I know you really love me too. Insyaallah we will be okay sayang.

I love you. I promise we will be okay. Just promise me you will prove to me you love me too.

and for someone out there, dont speak without reason, because sometimes a simple word can change someone's life forever.

peninglahhhhh

hello hello :)

seriously, there is so many things that needed to be update, and i really cant tell you guys every single detail of my life, so, here's the fast update version.hehe :D

1. I might finally have to send my novel to a willing publisher in order to pay for the stupid masscom mpg thing (we have to pay 300 bucks for the event, bodoh sekali!)

2. I am totally broke

3. Im organizing an event (gig) this 7th March as a fundraising for berrie's classmate (and me as well) to pay for the stupid 300 bucks. So PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US, OKAY?

4. Berrie is still not going to celebrate valentine with me, so I will be spending the day (and night0 away wth my girlfriends

5. Im confused about this UPU thing and I'm still finding a good college as an alternative because I hate UiTM so much

6. I didnt sleep at all last night because I was doing my assignments and yeahhh, I finish it :D

7. I miss my bestfriends, amina, particularly. and pingu. because things seems to be different with them now that I'm a non resident in campus.

8. I hate everything about this MPG (majlis pra-graduan)

9. I miss my mummy, my cat and berrie

10. Life is very tiring and confusing right now