angauangau

Saturday, baby follow mummy and me grocery shopping :)

Ahad tak jumpa.

and this week, EVERYDAY jumpa, setakat ni :)

but yet i miss him like crazy.

yes, you guess it right, I'm back in my angau phase :)

saaayaaang, i miss youuuuuu and i loveee youuuuu <3

thelastweek.

the last week of rockapedia.

super nervous!

and as always, berjuta masalah mula timbul pada saat saat terakhir

but thanks to my SUPERB team, setakat ni alhamdulilah still under control.

ya Allah, berkatilah event kami ok :)

this week dah start busy balik with promotions, photoshoot with OMC, marketing strategies for OMC, new event and so on.

but this is the last week!

after 28th, start fikir pasal practical and golek golek for on whole month. yeay!

rindu.

i miss my baby right now ;(

its only been three days but i missed him like crazy.

saayang, cepatlah nikah supaya saya tak payah jauh dari awak lagi ;(

i love you so much zabarie talep <3

help!

minggu ni sahaja, saya dah beli:

dua miniskirt

satu tube dress

satu cardigan

satu toga dress

dan satu shift dress

my wardrobe cant even be close

i have a severe shopping condition, help me

lovehate.

i love to sing loudly when i'm driving alone

i love all things girly and romantic

i always prefer chick flicks over action movie

i get cranky when i'm hungry

i sing loudly and off key when i'm stressed out

i love nothing more than shopping

i am super sensitive and emotional

i sulk when i dont get what i want

i am childish and there's nothing you can do about it

i treasure sincere and honest relationship

i am loyal and true if i believe you do the same for me

i love outrageous girlish headbands currently

i am obsess with miley cyrus and hannah montana

i am always attracted to what hanis would classify as 'celaka' boys

i love animals very very much

i talk loudly and non  stop

i prefer to say things straight to people's face

i despise fake people

i hate long things

i hate everything slimy and gory

i hate extreme stuff, though i love to watch it

love me or hate me, i dont care,

because believe it or not, i have found someone who love every bits of me, 

the good and the bad and friends who appreciate me and accept me the way i am

i lovelovelove kawan kawan yang saya sayang, hargai and suka <3

and i love you zabarie talep <3

call!

everything is good, for now :)

all my things are unpack and settled down since lastweek.

no drama in my life (pheww, finally)

and everyday is enjoyable.

rockapedia; so far so good.

now, if i can just get the phone call fro my internship, everything will be SUPERB 

iloveyou

zabarie talep

i will love you forever

aa long as i can

insyaallah

you are the best thing that had ever happen to me

i love you so fucking much <3

please.

please dont make the same mistake we all did by trusting her.

please, i beg you

letgo

i'm trying to let go of him

for good

once and for all

forever be my only exception

over

alhamdulilah.

everything is finally over (except for event)

finished the last presentation yesterday.

although its not our usual best, but we are just too tired to care.

already moved out permanently from Baiduri yesterday. made two trips with yayang.

penat nak mati.

now, i need to concentrate on how to organized ALL my stuff from shah alam into this house. urghh

still, i am so happy and sad that i am done.

sad because no more coming home to gossiping with Hanis, no more going to class and have fun all day during classes, no more assignments' stress, no more just going one level above to yayang's, hanging out at yayang's place, lepaking for lunch and dinner with bff and so on ;(

yet, i am so happy to leave behind all my 'so-called' friends, fake people and very very toxic environment.

i hope i will get through this change, insyaallah :)

happyhappy

sir khairudin murad dah message kata proceed to hard cover binding

final report ROCKAPEDIA dah siap, nak print dah

finally got my period today after it skipped last month (making me super stressed!)

and finally tomorrow i will move out from this toxic environment FOREVER.

alhamdulilah, everything finally turns out well, it always does.

thankyou god for giving me the strength to get through this :)

deepdpression

i am having a really bad depression.

i just want to move out from baiduri.

just one more adv campaign and i am done.

my stuff are mostly gone, back home.

i just want to get away from this really toxic environment and toxic friends.

Ya Allah, give me strength

just 3 more days..

official.

dah officially confront.

dah officially putus kawan.

and officially never been so happy and relieved in my entire life :)

amalina shahri

AMALINA SHAHRI,

saya dah dapat tahu cerita awak buat tentang saya dekat nik.

awak cakap saya kata dia flirt around, pelacur, classmate saya tak suka dia, saya burukkan dia dekat fahmi, housemate berrie kata dia pelacur dan sebagainya.

macamana awak boleh kreatif sangat?

cuba nyatakan saatnya bila saya cakap macamtu?

saya bukan taknak confront, tapi dengan awak ni, saya dah malas. kalaua saya confront pun, konfirm awak akan terus menipu dan menipu.

untuk pengetahuan awak, SEMUA ORANG tahu awak kuat menipu, maka tak perlulah awak berpura pura macam saya ni jahat, buat cerita dan sebagainya.

semua orang tahu awak kuat mungkir janji, perasan, up kan diri sendiri, bila orang cerita masalah, awak mesti nak relate dengan diri awak jugak, dan macam macam lagi.

and untuk pengetahuan jugak, semua orang tahu awak suka tipu RESULT awak, tipu kononnya sakit, semua benda selagi boleh tipu nak tipu.

ingat kitaorang semua bodoh ke?

kitaorang selama ni buat buat percaya je depan awak, tapi sebenarnya semua malas nak layan awak.

awak boleh kata saya kejam publish public macamni, tapi awak pikir balik, awak tak kejam ke BUAT CERITA PASAL SAYA sampai saya boleh putus kawan dengan nik?

sekarang baru saya pahamlah kenapa awak asik takda kawan yang kekal.

semua kawan kawan awak semua tak suka awak sebenarnya, ni saya nak inform.

YOU DONT HAVE REAL FRIENDS.

so sudah sudahlah menipu, kesabaran orang ada tahapnya.

mulai sekarang kita officially putus kawan ok?

kalau tak puas hati, datang cari aku face to face, no problem!

and kalau awak tunjuk pun benda ni dekat kawan kawan awak and dorg pun nk marah saya, hina saya, mengata saya etc, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. suruh dorg tanya saya sendiri apa jadi and saya akan explain macamana awak tu sebenarnya KAKI PENIPU.

housemate housemat lain and kawan kawan lain pun boleh tolong explain jugak!