when it all falls apart

one reason why relationships can fall apart:

bila family member dia fitnah kita.

sayang, i love you so much, but right now I am so hurt and insulted and I hope you understand.

I just cant be the same with you when whenever I see you all i can remember is what she said to me and what she said about me.

I am so sorry ;(

keep on going!

Happy 2 years and 11 months anniversary baby.

Thank you for always, always be there for me and never give up on me no matter what shit I had done to you. 

I will love you forever,

 Insyaallah, aminn.

kiss and tell

you've got a secret

you couldn't keep it

somebody leaked it

now some shit's about to go down

never thought you would be the one

acting like a slut when i was gone

baby you shouldn't

kiss and tell

thankyou baby sebab buat saya suka kesha, hehe :))

haiih mr watson

he said he's not free at 12 o'clock when I asked him.

He asked me to meet him tomorrow at 12, and I have no class tomorrow.

Then when I went to the 5th floor later today at 4 o'clock,

there are others who's meeting with you.

terima kasih banyak banyak ye.

lain kali tak payah bagitahu lagi. kami mmg takda keje lain selain 24 jam pegi cek bilik anda.

marry me!

1. How old are you?
21 in September.

2. Are you single?
definitely not

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
27 kot

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
Insyaallah kot.hehe.wink wink

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
douglas sean robb, definitely

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
A super grand wedding with a garden theme

7. Your ideal motif?
las vegas wedding boleh?

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
Greece and New York

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
600?

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Extravagant, definitely.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
something i make up on my own

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
5!

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
i really would like a reception at home

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
Evening.

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Outdoor.hehe

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
No, I want it for ME

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?

Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
mane mane pun boleh

19. What age do you want to get married?
ikut hati nak 24.haha

20. Describe your ideal husband/wife
Zabarie Talep!

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
fine dining kot.hehe

22. Champagne or red wine?
Champagne, baru classy

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
days after the wedding because I want to open the presents first

24. Money or household item?
household item

25. Who will pay for the bills?
Nak yayang bayar, tapi dia xnak, so bothla

26. Are you ready for married life?

okay je, tapi xpandai masak

27. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
Yes, definitely

28. How many kids do you like to have?
7!!!

29. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
new houselah weyh. berrie kate nak pindah new area pun

30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
cluster diamond from tiffany and co.

31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
malay dishes

32. Will u record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
yes. kenangan sampai mati

today was a fairytale

Setelah sekian lama tidak dating secara proper (sebab tiap2 hari lunch, dinner, lepak lepak dkt rumah berrie, hantar pegi kelas), today pegi dating. :))

thank god both of my classes cancel today.

we decided to watch inception since Hanis and Berrie's friend said it was good.

and hell yeah! it was!

I dont know is it because everything went smoothly today, or just the fact that we havent been on a proper date for a long time, but I am so happy today. Tired, definitely, but happy.

thankyou yayang <3

btw, this thursday will be our 2 years and 11 months anniversary, which makes next month the BIG 3.

any idea what to get berrie?

let me know, PLEASE.

p/s: i bought two more clothes today, sorry, cant control myself.hehe

berkatullah

both of my classes cancel today. yeayy.

baru pasang nawaitu nak ponteng kelas petang.

tibe tibe cancel.

nampak sangat Tuhan menyayangiku.hehe.

Allahmdulillah :)

sekarang tgh guling guling.hehe

ronald mcdonald

semalam pergi makan mcdonalds seksyen 18 dgn berrie.

hujan lebat.

lepas tu masa nak balik nampak mascot ronald dekat luar tu, 

abang2 delievery tu pakaikan dia payung.

COMEL SANGAT! hehe

formspring

marilah tanya saya soalan! pape je :))

http://www.formspring.me/firahzulkifli

do we need reasons?

I woke up happy today.

Not knowing why.

I still have assignments to finish (untuk monday morning punya klass pulak.haha)

kakak and abang is not at home, ade extra job today.

but I just woke up happy.

I went to shah alam earlier today because I left my hp charger and I have to get it because I cant reply fahmi's and faiz's sms-es regarding the work.

Then I went to OU with mama.

mama nak shopping baju baby. 

(bukan baby i ye, sekian terima kaseh)

best jugak shopping baju baby. tak sabar pulak rasa.hahaha.

terus sms berrie.

me:bestla shopping baju baby, i nak baby jugak.

berrie: boleh je, nanti i tolong u buat satu k.

hahahaha, miang!

the, suddenly, berrie and wirra came to OU jugak. So we shopped together.

shopping with mummy and berrie, my favorite thing to do in the world with my two most favorite people :))

no wonder I woke up happy.haha

culture shock much?

I have a friend.

used to be very close, though only for a short time.

Still, I care for her.

And now I think there's something up with her.

Over sangat nak jadi liar, menjadi jadi.

i am sorry,I had tried to talk to you, but you wouldnt listen and if this is the way you want tp live your life, then that is up to you.

Just know this; 

even when you feel like there's nobody who will be there for you, and even your family fails you, know that I am always here for you, if you want me to.

i still care and love you as my best friend.

hope one day you will realized that all this is just a phase.

a phase that will ruined your life, your future.

hello you, yes you

Just hope before the semester ends, I will have the guts to say this to him,

"boleh saya nak ambil gambar dengan sir?"

hahahahahaha.

but really, I do.

oh, super-bored

hello,hello.

yes, its a Friday evening, the third week of class.
My ethics class finish quite early today, and plus minus gelak gelak dulu, discuss next monday assignment, gelak gelak lagi, buy lunch, its 11.30 by the time I reach Baiduri.

after eating while watching FRIENDS, gossip gossip sikit and then I took a nice nap.hehe. Woke up at 2pm to send yayang to class and here I am, bored as hell.

Oh yeah, I went to Jason Derulo's showcase last Wednesday, but by the time I reach there, the show is over. I know, that SUCKS, but what to do?

Its okay, there's world stage next week and many more concerts to come, hopefully.

Mummy called few days ago, asking if I'm coming back this week or not because the whole family + the extended family are going out to Jeram for my cousin's birthday celebration tomorrow. I think I am going home later this evening.

Bosan kot duduk sini. Balik rumah boleh shopping.hehe :)

okay, thats all for now because I'm having a major headache.

to berrie,with love

I know that I am imperfect,
but I hope I'm perfect for you.

I love it when you just stare and smile at me when I talk and talk,
I love it when you tell me how much you want me.
I love it when you try your best to make me happy,
I love it when you care too much about me.

People can say what they want to say.
They don't know how much you meant to me,
They don't know how much you make me happy,
They don't know how you are my meant to be.

I love it that you are imperfect,
because all your imperfection is what makes you perfect for me, and just me.

I love you so much despite whatever I say or do,
I just really love you,
Zabarie Talep <3

kelana jaya, I MISS YOU

as usual, went to either kinrara or Kj or damansara on the weekends. Today was KJ. While I was browsing around Giant KJ, I started getting washed by SUPER nostalgic feelings.

GOD DAMN, I MISS KELANA JAYA SO FUCKING MUCH!

I miss how I can just walk from school.
I miss how I can lepaklepak with my friends all the time
I miss how my friends are just a few steps away
I miss all the people
I miss the environment
I miss how everything is there, so near
I miss daud kuih
I miss apek DVD kat Giant lama tu
I miss Syed Bistro
I miss being Kelana Jaya-an.

i just miss HOME ;(

p/s: i cut my hair. japanese bangs again since I dont want to waste so much money for hair extension :)

whatever on the mind, baby

although I did went home for the weekend last week, I felt like I miss home so much, and then I realized why. I spend the whole Saturday last week with my friends and went back to stupid Baiduri early on Sunday. hehe.

Sorry mummy, I know you miss me much, that's why you are cranky last week. I LOVE YOU <3

Anyway, I am happier this week, I dont know why but I am. I still have lots of assignment waiting for me, but whateverlah, its only the 2nd week of class, and I still have tonight (alasan standart orang pemalas)

Anyhow, internet is damn slow today, I dont know why.
Dahlah abang pergi melaka, so I dont know what to do. I'm on ym with Berrie right now and he tells me what to do, but i;m still scared to touch whatever it is I have to do to make the connection faster. So biarjelah. hehe

I changed my 6pm-9pm on Thursday international marketing class to Friday, same time. I know, class on Friday evening?

Loserville right?

But whatever, my boyfriend is in the same class, so its kinda still DATENIGHT, but with other students and lecturer.
(btw, mrs kamariah yang ajar, IM LOVIN; IT!)

So right now, I'm trying to keep my lazy mode away and finish up spme academic writing while downloading many many songs by bunkface and katy perry. Yeah, you got that right, preparing myself for WORLDSTAGE baby!

and thanks MARWAN ZAKARIA for the extra tickets :)

worldstage

WORLDSTAGE 2010

yes, I AM SO GOING! in fact, I have four tickets for now and maybe more soon :))

hopefully because i usually get these tickets more and more at the last minute.

and when i get it, i'm going bring sekampung kawan kawan.hehe

So, see you guys there :D

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It is not complete yet, but take a look and tell your friends kayh :)

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