green eyed monster

the green eyed monster, meaning jealousy, right?

to tell the truth, jealousy is one huge mistake that I did in my past relationship. I was easily jealous, and that leads to being too clingy which yes, as you have guess it, the breakup. Still, i learned from my mistake, and improve this new relationship that I had going.

What I have been meaning to say actually is that I'm sorry. To a CERTAIN someone, to a certain SPECIAL someone. I'm sorry if I'm jealous that you had all your fun at all your gigs and shows. I'm just being a sour grape because I had to stay put and live a BORING weekend for three week straight. I'm sorry. And I didnt mean to be clingy, or in othr words, mengongkong.

I will learn from my mistakes. I promise.

I had grown, I had mature.

If this happens a year ago, I would have a huge fight, but now, I just stay calm and let it all go. My new principles now is that, if its over, then its over, i leave it all to fate. I know that we human should fight for what we want, but sometimes im tired to stay in a TOO long fight, its time to sit back and relax, and just watch what will happen.

But still, whatever happens, I still love you dearly.