what's up.

its been quite a while since i updated my life :)

well, life has been a bit hactic since i started my degree. its nothing major, just that Shah Alam's campus system suck so bad that we had to split class in the last minute which leads to the change of c;assmates, group members, lecturers, assignments and class schedule.

I have night classes everyday :)

macam sial kan? but its okay, atleast i have nik and a car, so it wont be so bad and scary, but its still crappy.

everything else is good. I love my friends. My boyfriend stay just one level above me at our rented apartment. His housemates are cool. Our houses are like two jointed house now. We went for dinner together, in fact we do almost everything together.

Life doesnt evolved around classes anymore now that I have a huge gap between each class and the campus is so big, we cant really walk around that much anymore. Life now evolved much more around my social cirlce, and im happy about it :)

classes and subjects are great. I enjoy each and every class, for now at least.hehe.

i cant say much right now but i will upload some photos on the next post because my slr is with berrie right now because he's been performing at two gig, one on each day this weekend.

so untill then;

:(

to amalina shahri

i am so so sorry ;(

simplifying.

hello hello everyone :)

for those who had knew me for quite sometime, they will know that I think to much. And most of it are negative stuff. I am the type of girl who have trouble to fall asleep (but when i do, memang lame giler tidur, haha, betul tak kawan kawan?). Right before i close my eyes, i will think about everything.

or like what one of my friend said, i over-analyze everything. every single detail.

I am also the type of girl who is scared about what other people think. For instance, sometime i think about my day and i saw all the flaw, never the good stuff. Then, deep in my mind, I will assumed that everybody else is thinking about it too, criticizing what i had done that day. But actually, what had happen is a very very very small thing that nobody even remembers it. And i end up worry for nothing, over and over again ask the person or apologizing or pondering about it again and again.

my besties and berrie said that I like to 'pikir bukan bukan'

like that day when i went house hunting, I felt so guilty because i cant help eejat with his house, and in my mind i feel like eejat is so mad and me, but the fact is, he doesnt. things like that makes me unhappy, complicated and judgemental most of my life.

So now, thanks to the book above (my sister bought it when she is through a phase too), i felt better. I think less about things that dont really need me to think about it. Stop being so guilty about every single thing and start to think a little more positively.

Now i am a much happier person who can sleep better at night. Alhamdulillah.

thankyou yayang for listening to me ramble and put up with me when im so cranky and sometimes even being mad at you for no reason. I love you for what you are and for what you make me. :)

update lagi.

hello there all the beautiful people :) i went for my medical checkup with hafriz today. and yes, i drove today.hehe. Im already kinda great in that department already.lepas tu kitaorang bosan and pegi jalan jalan dekat kelana square and beli subway sandwich sorang seketul.hahahaha. takde keje betul. and abang subway tu cute kot! anyway, Im so excited about what's going to happen soon. :) here's what is soing to happen in the next few days :

• hanis is coming tomorrow, im gonna pick her up at bkt jalil. at least i will have a gossip buddy for a few days (other than my sis)
• we are going to watch transformers on saturday (my sis had bought teh tickets since lastweek)
• im going to take my house key form sarra on sunday and maybe meet up amal for a more bigger gossip session.hehe
• baby is coming back to kl on tuesday. RINDU GILER NAK MATI
• pick up baby and gi dating kejap
• wednesday is not yet decided between going to melaka to take my cert with hafriz and berrie (and confirmkan dgn eejat and amal) or take berrie to see his house in shah alam, meet his brother (cuak kot)
• the rest of the week will be filled with preparations for degree, but im happy because baby is back :D

so the story goes on :)

i have finished everything else. I had found my house in baiduri, applied my ptptn, went for my med check up, photostats and certified my certs. only the visit to melaka is left for me now. I hope my friends will be able to join me to the trip to melaka because i miss them so much. eventhough during the house hunting I meet up with eejat, but it was such a short meet.

Tak puaskan jat? haha, aku rindu kat kau, sebelum kau masuk broadcast ni.hehehe. cmne pun kad matrix aku 0056 :)

anyway, i hope the rest of the week will be great. yes, i am scared of what the future had planned for me, but insyaallah, i know i can make it, with my family, baby and my great awesome friends, i know i will never ever lost my way :)

future.

last night I went to meet with kak jiha. she is my sister bestfriend since childhood and now she is my senior in advertising.Only one sem senior than me :D

she told me many things last night. On how to survive, what's going on, the do's and the don'ts and so on. We, advertising students have nine subjects and only one, i repeat one, has gotten DL. giler tak? scary dow.haha.anyway, i hope i will cope.she is so excited about me being her junior. hahaha, ade senior jaga dow kali ni ;p

and yeah, i dont have many close friends that is going with me to the same course, and i know it will be the same.

About a stupid bitch mention earlier in my post, I hope she is not in the same course since the fact is not yet confirmed. Although i have never been in the same class a her, but her clique itself is terrifying. Still, she kinda nice when we met once in a while, lets just hope she will do her own things and not behave like her clique. Im tired for another war :)

oh yeah, im crazy about 1234 by plain white t's now :)

checklist.

the degree checklist:

• house hunting with apiq and eejat (eejat datang amik and drive my car)
• fotostats certs and what nots and go to school with hafriz for the stupid chop
• go for medical checkup with hafriz at kjmc
• take berrie from bkt jalil and learn the way to shah alam since i'll be driving alone nanti
• go to melaka with berrie or amal or anybody to take sijil tamat belajar
• discuss about findings (on houses) with my housemates
• buy pin number for ptptn
• apply for ptptn with berrie
• bagi chopstick (my car, bukan the real chopstick) makan

of kites and cousins.

hello hello,

yea, you got that right. those ARE hannah montana the movie tickets. Despite the fact that I has seen it on the premier day itself, I still won 4 tickets from 17 magazines. Umi was supposed to watch it, but she bail at the last minute and sarah and nana (both are my cousins) ended up watching it with me and hafriz, AGAIN.hehe, fun for me but too bad for hafriz.

but thanks sebab teman gak aku :)

So yesterday I went out with my bestest best friends in the whole wide world. There are 8 of us actually, but its so hard to gather all 8 at one time, so we ended just the three of us. Hazzy, Xaty and me, as always ;p

We went to Pyramid at first, and being so bored (selalu sgt keluar sampai bosan dah bila keluar), we watch Alien vs Monsters in 3D version. There goes my 17 bucks, but its kinda worth it. After that we really dont know what to do, so we wnet to Kepong to the taman layang layang.

We are a bunch of losers in kites' flying and is soo not appropriately dress for upacara padang, but we still had fun anywway. We managed to get our kite fly as high as the string let it. kira kitaorang hebatlah jugak sebenarnya.hahahahaha.

we didnt do much, but we did relive our younger years, just hanging out doing nothing. And although many many people come and go in my life, I know that these two will always be there forever :)

and fyi, I drove most of the time. Im getting better at it now :)

:)

alhamdulilah. bachelor in advertising :) and congrats to the rest of my friends. eventhough there's a stupid bitch who gets the same course too, but its okay. still, im happy to be continuing my study with my closest friends, and also the rest : wani, sabri, paan, danny etc, eh ramailahhhh :D but what makes me a little sad is, hafriz dapat kampus bandar melaka ;(

of result and dresses.

mata menangis ;p

so most of you guys know that I cried so bad because of my result. dont get me wrong, bukannye aku fail ke ape.hehe. Just that I thought I could get higher. But still, alhamdulillah. Dl and all. And congrats to hanis and Sarra for getting 4 flats (bestfriends aku pandai, korang jgnlah jeles.hahahaha) and also apiq, amal, yaya,amina and my yayang for all getting DL :)

saya sangat bangga dengan korang :)

anyway, thanks A LOT to:

-mummy <33
-berrie <3
-apiq
-hanis <3
-yaya
-wanie
-zull kemuncup ;p

its because of their words and comfort that make me stop crying and staright away update my blog.hehe :)

and last three days I went and bough a whole load of fabric to make a new baju kurung and also one piece to make my own dress.

I had had this idea since last month, that instead of buying expensive dresses like I always do, why not try and make one. Why? Because a dress is always a piece of fabric and is very simple looking anyway. And Berrie gave me that idea because I always. ALWAYS love to adjust my own existing clothes. Cutting and sewing and trying to turn it into something I love.hehe

so after three days, this is what I had come out with:

(p/s: the straps can be taken out so it can become a tube. I cant believe it did this whole thing from scratch! hehehehe)

my inspiration :)

so what do you think?

movie marathon.

ou is closed :)

on the 4th of june, Hafriz and I decided to do a movie marathon.

Actually, I always do that with my friends from my high school years. We would just pick a day and wtach 3-4 movies back to back. Ahh, I miss the good old days :)

Anyway,it all started because I wanted to see Hannah Montana The Movie. 4th June is when it is release. So Hafriz said he wanted to watch Night at The museum 2, so yeah, I agreed. It is only fair since he already accompany me to watch Hannah. (haha, Hanis dah tak payah teman I lagi ;p) My sis, being bored at home wanted to join us for Hannah. But Ummi called later that night and ask if we wanted to watch 17 again (Zac!!! yeayyy!!!). So we saud why not, afterall we dont really have anything to do.

So we end up watching Hannah at 2.00pm, Museum at 6.15pm and 17 again at 8.55pm.

Boy, it was tiring, but it was also fun.and yeah, I got the Hannah Montana Popcorn set (which hanis will so kill me if I had bought it in front of her.haha)

and oh yeah, I just got my car lastweek. I call it Chopstick :)

mummy's 58th

9th June 2009: mummy said that this year is her best birthday ever :)

I though that too. Why? well, everything seems grander this year. She received a lot of presents. Kakak gave her channel's Allure perfume and abang gave her Elizabeth Arden Mediterian Breeze perfume set. As for me, being broke, no income and so on, went on a gift hunt the day before her birthday with Hafriz. I ended up buying her the CD that she had wanted so badly, a bear which is holding a tin of cookies and a flower bouquet made from ferraro rochers form Famous amos. That is all I can afford, but still, they do burn my pockets. Hey, it almost cost a 100, atleast :p

Sarah, Ummi and Nana join venture gave her a Ms. Read Blouse, fresh form a catalouge and she received so many other things. She is so happy :)

We are supposed to plan her a suprised birthday party. I bough a LOT of party favors, seriously. But kakak had a job interview the very same day, so she was tired. And since she is the party planner, the party when downhill, only to be replace with a party at TGI FRIDAY. And teh best thing, at the table just right beside ours is also having a birthday celebration. And he is turning 57.

how cute is that?

hehe. So mummy and that chinese man wish each other, whic is very very very sweet and cute.

Hell, all the old people is celebrating at TGI's now. How about us? HAHA

i love you mummy, thankyou for everything :)

dream.

last night i had a dream. Althought its kinda weird, but I would categorized it as a nice dream. A GREAT DREAM.

i dreamt that i was hanging out with my besties whom i LOVE so much. Sarra, Hanis, Amina, Alip and Berrie.

We were at my house, it was about 2-3 am, and then Amina and Alip (they were BACK together in this dream, sorry kaklong,hehe) arrived at my house to pick us up for registration. I dont know which campus, but its somewhere far and we were supposed to start the journey at around 5 am.haha.

I guess the scene is at my house is because last semester my groupmates aka my bestfriends, eejat and amal spend a lot of time staying at my house, and maybe i just miss that ;(

Then we just hang out, and many things happen. The usual thing that happen while we are hanging out and having overnights. and yeah, we eat a LOT.

If you are one of the names mentioned and you are reading this, you would know what we usually do right? Its nothing much, but I DO have fun ;(
you know, the overnights, the shopping spree,birthdays celebrations. With you guys around, you even make the experience of going to FESKEM fun.

if you are one of the people mention, and you are reading this, when I woke up, I really miss it, and i regret waking up. I guess I subconsiously miss all of you so much and miss the moments we do stuff together. You guys do know that you are what make my diploma life fun and bearable right?

its hard to explain the dream here, but sumpah, aku rindu giler kat korang and mimpi ni memang wat lagi rindu ;(

training.

# 1 : the original photo

#2 : i edited the colour. i lassoed the main subject and blur only the background :)

# 3 : yeah, u guess it, i make my lips redder, out of boredom. :)

well, as most of you people out there know, Im learning my photoshop and photography skills. now i already have all the software that I never thought I would and a HUGE interest in it, im getting better.

every single day I will try to think of a pose and try to model it myself. (haha, takde keje).

Now i know how to edit the photo. I already know the basic things such as lassoing, magnetic lasso, resize, changing the background colour without shanging teh main subject and so on. I learn one skill every day :)

more, always browse through books and magazines and will stop and each interesting photo, thinking how do they do it and try to do it myslef.

sumpah aku macam minat gilerlah pulak and sangat semangat nak score mase advertising nanti. (hopefully dapat masuklah.hehe)

wish me luck :)

p/s: mummy already said that if my didgicam cant be repaired, i will get a new digicam and also i told her that when im good enough to design and take photograph, we will go make-up shopping for my slr! wee. lenses and flashes, here i come! soon, hopefully.hehe

blabla.

our last gig in melaka; for the time being. come on people, show this bands some support!

owh btw, my freind apiq or better known as kusu or muhammad syafiq roos annuar (perghh, selepas berbulan jadi secretary u, i ingat ejaan name full u kay!) ask me to promote his blog. So make you way to the right side and click on "apiq" to view his blog, thankyou,hehe

what i like about you.

semalam was the last time im seeing my lalink since his flight is this monday. and sabtu die pergi melaka dengan kerang and ada. So he went to my house, like he always does almost everyday, and after a little hanging out on the couch, eating and watching TV, we decided to watch a movie. We watched I Love You Man, and cruise around cineleisure/curve/ikano for a few hours after that and drop by the DVD dealer in KJ for a quick stop. (that's is where and when i bought your true blood, hanis.hehe) anyway, saya pasti akan rindu awak banyak banyak yayang ;( what i like about you yayang : (first, i dedicate this song to you. :) ) (and if this player doesnt work, you can find the song "as i am" on my playlist on the upper right :) ) Gonna stay in bed today Cause I can't stand the light Don't know why I get so down I won't be much fun tonight And I can't believe You still wanna hang around me It's not so pretty all the time You don't mind To you it's all right As I am Is how you take me never try to push or make me different when i talk you listen to me As I am is how you want me and I know i've found the piece that's missing im looking at him I'm not the girl you think you see But maybe that's a lie You almost know me better than Me, myself and I Don't know a lot of things But I know what I got It's not so perfect everyday I don't have to try Cause it all falls into place As I am Is how you take me never try to push or make me different when i talk you listen to me As I am is how you want me and I know i've found the piece that's missing im looking at him Face to face, eye to eye You're standing there Feels good on the inside I don't mind, I don't care You're standing there Seeing me for the first time Seeing me for the first time

• awak paham saya
• awak tahan je saya punye ngada ngada, manja and cepat cranky
• awak terima saya macamni, tak cantik,besar, buruk, and tak pernah komplen.awak lagi ckp saya cantik adalah.
• awak dah tengok saya dalam macam2 keadaan: tak mandi, baru bangun tidur, muka penuh ubat jerawat, pakai baju messy je masa dekat rumah etc, tapi awak still rasa im the most beautiful girl u have ever seen
• awak selalu tahan je perasaan awak, asalkan dapat buat saya heppy
• awak baik dengan family and kawan kawan saya sebab awak tahu mereka is very important to me
• awak ajar saya everything i dont know
• awak introduce saya to a new world
• awak buat saya berani nak lalui apa apa je, asalkan dengan awak
• awak tahu macamana nak pujuk saya bila saya sedih pasal sesuatu
• awak tahu macamana nak redakan keadaan bila kita gaduh
• awak akan ada dengan saya disaat memerlukan selagi awak boleh
• awak akan cuba buat benda yang saya suka, selagi boleh, walaupun awak benci benda tu dan kadang kadang takda duit nak buat (birthday party saya yang awak suprise plan dengan sarra, amina,alip, bagi molly and travis, buat handmade kad guna crayon sbb awak tahu saya suka, buat poem, beli bunga etc)
• awak tahan dengan saya walaupun saya selalu sangat sakitkan hati awak
• awak tak pernah buat saya rasa macam awak curang (except sekali tu.huahahaha) sebab awak tetap akan call saya atau msg bila awak wat hal awak

awak, there's too many things to say and if i put it in a list, it will be never ending. I just want you to know that I love you for who you are and I'm glad to have someone like you, you take me as I am, and love me for what its worth. i love you sayang. I cant promise you forever, because we wont ever know what the future held for us. we might fall inlove with another. But i can ABSOLUTELY promise you, if I was given the chance, I want to have this feeling, the feeling of loving you, and you loving me, forever.

new gig.

come and join us! and tolong sebarkan sekali tauuuu for more info:psychedelicmusic

idols.

super-duper hot.sighhhhhhh

hye sayang.

although you didnt win first place, but its okay. second is good enough. wee :D

yes, im like any other hundred million girls like Aril because of his looks not his talent.huahahahaha.

im going to miss you, now that i cant see you weekly anymore :(

marry me, will you? wahahahahaha

and now im focusing on the gay dude, adam lambert of american idol!

my sis is on kris allen's team but kris is just another pretty face who gets voted just becaus eof his looks. still, im not suprise if he wins though.

anyway, GO ADAM (and i love his version of cryin' and if i cant have you)

hair.

goodbye my old long bangs

welcome back japanese hair :)

i cut my hair :)

i cut my long bangs yesterday and opted for my old japanese bangs hairstyle again :)

I also trim the edge of my hair to get rid of the split ends. Kinda regret it a little since my hair seems shorter now.waaaa. dahla my hair jenis yang lambat nak tumbuh :(

and owh yeah, i bought another pair of shoes. Its weird, its a mix between spartan and gladiator, full with straps and studs, but i think it would look good if i wear it with my white dress :) still, although its weird looking and i know not everyone will love it, i dont care because i DO :)

oh yeah, im currently watching gossip girl and how i met your mother now. I cant find episode 25 (the final) for gossip girl and episode 24 (also the final) for how i met your mother. and i make berrie addicted to how i met your mother too.hehe. Its a really damn funny show, seriously, watch it!

anyway, these are two stupid survey that i did last week for fun.haha

Myspace Top 12.

1 berrie

2 hafriz

3 marwan

4 sarra

5 amal

6 hanis

7 eejat

8 amina

9 psychedelic music

10 nazriq

11 harris

12 danyal

Person 1- berrie

How long have you known them?

2 years :)

Would you date this person?

ABSOLUTELY YES

Have you ever cried over this person?

Yes

When was the last time you saw this person?

baru je tadi :)

What is your relationship with this person?

my yayang <3>

What is this person's initials?

ZT

Where are you on this person's top friends?

first :)

Person 2- Hafriz

How long have you known them?

7 years

When was the last time you saw this person?

lame sgt :(

Who is this person dating?

No one

How old is this person?

21

What is your relationship with this person?

bestest Best friends

What is this person's initials?
MHAJ

Would you slowdance with this person?
yep, dah pernah pun :)

Where are you on this person's top friends?
First :)

Person 3- Marwan

How long have you known them?
6 years

Have you ever made out with this person?
ewww, No

Have you met their parents?
siblings dah

What is your relationship with this person?
Best friends

What is this person's initials?
MMZ

Do they play any sports?
die ni main macam2 laaa

Have you ever been in a fight with this person?
yup! itu yang buat kitaorg jadi bestfriends :)

Have you ever cried over this person?
nope

When was the last time you saw this person?
lame jugak :(

What reminds you of this person?
haha, lawak bodoh ;p

Where are you on this person's top friends?
kadang 1, 2 and 3rd

Person 4- sarra

How long have you known them?
3 years

Who is this person dating?
afiq

What is your relationship with this person?
Best friends

What reminds you of this person?
lagu2 indonesia.hehe sbb die letak bepuluh album dlm pc saya ;p

When was the last time you saw this person?
Last month

What is this person's initials?
SNS

What are the names of their siblings?
Johan something2 and Charisma something2

What song reminds you of this person?
lagu2 BBB kot

Where are you on this person's top friends?
fourth :)

Person 5- amal

How long have you known them?
3 years, tp rapat xsampai sethn.haha

Have you ever held hands?
all the time!

Does this person play sports?
rugby!

What is your relationship with this person?
best Friends

Who is this person dating?
mohd zuhaireen :)

Can you tell this person anything?
Yes, sgt!

How did you meet this person?KELAS,
UITM MELAKA :)

When was the last time you saw this person?
LAST MONTH

What is this person's initials?
NAS

What reminds you of this person?
byk sgt mende

Where are you on this person's top friends?
3rd :)

Person 6- hanis

How long have you known them?
3 years

Are you in any classes at school?
course adelah

How old is this person?
21

What is your relationship with this person?
best Friends

Have you ever told this person a secret?
byk kot

What reminds you of this person?
micheal phelps,(betul ke ejaan nih?) twilight and byk mendelahhh

What is this person's initials?
HZM

When was the last time you saw this person?
Last month

What's your best memory with this person?
Lots of memories!

Where are you on this person's top friends?
fifth :)

Person 7- eejat

How long have you known them?
3 years

Who is this person dating?
cik iszaidah :)

Have you ever been in a fight with this person?
not really, sentap menyentap adelaa.hehe

Have you met their parents?
nope. bile kau nk bwk aku jumpe jat?

When was the last time you saw this person?
last month

Are you shorter or taller than them?
Shorter. sket je.jgn bangga sgt

What is this person's initials?
MII

What is your relationship with this person?
best Friends

What reminds you of this person?
PKR.huahahahaha

Where are you on this person's top friends?
second :)

Person 8- amina

How long have you known them?
3 years

Have you ever spent the night together?
Yeah

Would you date this person?
yes

Have you ever cried over this person?
no

What is this person's initials?
ASAB

What reminds you of this person?
orange

When was the last time you saw this person?
Last month

How did you meet this person?
uitm melaka :)

What is your relationship with this person?
best Friends

Where are you on this person's top friends?
eighth :)

Person 9- psychedelic music

How long have you known them?
2 years kot.haha

Have you ever kissed this person?
tak boleh nk cium

What is your relationship with this person?
i own it.haha

What reminds you of this person?
gig!

Are you in activities together?
hahaha, mmg ye ar

What is this person's initials?
PM ?

When was the last time you saw this person?
nak jumpe tiap2 hari pun boleh, on9 jela.haha

What is the farthest you would go with this person?
go ALL THE WAY pun boleh

Where are you on this person's top friends?
second :)

Person 10- nazriq

How long have you known them?
8 years

What song reminds you of this person?
gits and curses- yellowcard

Does this person play sports?
no

Do they live close to you?u
se to

What is your relationship with this person?
friends

Have you ever been in a fight with this person?
No

When was the last time you saw this person?
too longgggg

Do you hang out with this person?
yep

What is this person's initials?
MNA

What reminds you of this person?
his personality, crazy but admirable

Where are you on this person's top friends?
third :)

Person 11- harris

How long have you known them?
6 years

Are you in any classes at school?
satu sekolah.

Who is this person dating?
asik tuka je.hehe.last skali is rye

What is your relationship with this person?
adik angkat tersayang

When was the last time you saw this person?
cuti sem lepas

What reminds you of this person?
basketball

What is this person's initials?
SYSA

Do you have any nicknames for them?
player

Where are you on this person's top friends?
5th or 6th kot?

Person 12- danyal

How long have you known them?
8 years

Would you hug this person?
Yeah

What reminds you of this person?
singing

Is this person attractive?
yep :)

When was the last time you saw this person?
huh, lame gile baban

What is your relationship with this person?
best Friends/ abang angkat

How old is this person?
21

What is this person's initials?
MDN

Where are you on this person's top friends?
12th :)

second survey

1.YOUR REAL NAME
Zafirah

2.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:(mother and father's middle names)
suhaimah zulkifli

3.NASCAR NAME:(first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
ahmad mustaffa

4.STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
zulza

5.DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
blue hamster

6.SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)
zafirah kuala lumpur

7.SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
the pink diet coke.ahahahahahaha

8.FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
zazu
(haaha, name burung dlm lion king!)

9.ROCK STAR NAME:(current/last pets name, current street name)
kiki bangau

10.PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
april KJ

11.YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
zafizzle.
hahaha, xgangster lansung!

12.YOUR IRAQI.. NAME:(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
alzaahfli
(kinda make sense jugak name ni,hahaha)

13.YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
black kiki

14.STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav candy)
magnetic beat toffee

nothing.

hello hello :)

there's nothing much to update since my last post. I only had been learning my photoshop, playing games and going shopping most of the time.

i'm kinda nervous everytime i think about results (examination and acception to degree). and after that i will think about IF i get accepted. A whole new life, new subject, new place, old bestfriends and hopefully new people.

here's a little note for certain people :

hanis
i dont care, gambit tetap hot and best jugak.hehe. and hannah montana 4th june, marilah teman i cepat!

amal
kerja elok2 tau. Busy giler mummy skang, i miss you. atleast dpt express update once a while cukuplah kan? hehe. and thanks daddy jugak sbb explain yang pasal mummy penat tu. lega sket.hehe

apiq
sorry i jarang on YM, but atleast i still help u with ur blog right? cepat cepat bg i url tau!

amal and hanis and eejat
there's a next gig coming up, in july :)

berrie
haha, i dapat tgk finale how i met ur mother dulu.wekwek, meaning internet i takdelah suckish mane.hehe.i love you. thankyou sbb jumpe i almost everyday ;p

jods
next vacation is?

hafriz
ade handphone kot, gunelah.nk gune myspace pulak.haha

the reason.

its 6.30am in the morning and i still cant sleep. the same goes for yesterday actually. I have been playing stupid computer games (but entertaining) for hours. FYI, i love those kind of games :)

anyway, i was just letting my mind fly elsewhere when something hit me, and it hit me hard. I am very grateful for those who had love me.

I know that I am quite selfish.
I am spoiled.
I am too pampered.
I always want things to go my way.
I am sometimes wayyy mengada ngada.
I am too honest, sometimes it hurt people.
i always think that i am right.
I will sometimes get cranky and tantrum when i dont get my way

and so many other things that I know, some of you out there, even witout really knowing me, can say.

but im so thankful and appriciate my friends who accept me the way i am, without talking behind my back and just know that i am the way i am.

i may be all those things mentioned above, but when I love and really care about someone, I take it seriously. Friendship means everything to me. I am all those things, but once I learn to love someone, i will do anything for that person and I am truly, honestly, sincerely.

i really do.

my bff's, they are the ones who knows me deep inside, and i thankyou guys for that :)

and to berrie.

I dont know how in the world you can stand me, but you do. I know sometime i take things for granted, but i want you to know i appriciate all the sacrifes you had done for me. Others cant see it, but I do.

How you would walk for miles just to see me because you miss me.
How you would spend your last penny just to be with me.
How you keep all your anger and frustration just to make me happy.
How you know when i get cranky.
How you would do anything in your power to make me happy again whenever I'm down.
How you always take care of me, even when Im being a big baby.
How you try to understand and respect people and things that i love, for my sake.
How you worry about me all the time.
How you leave everything else, just to make sure im okay.
How you would always know what to say to make me smile again.

even before we were together, you already knew what to say. You say the right things when I was so low during my last breakup, and knowing that this somebody named zabarie can make me happy again and to forget all the pain like nobody can at that period of time, is what attracts me to you.i love you so much, and insyaallah, i hope we are meant to be together, because i had never found someone who understands me, take care of me and accept me the way you do.

and that, is the reason how i am what i am.
alhamdulilah for him and my great friends :)

aril.

saya tahu saya akan dihina oleh rakan taulan kerana meminati aril.huahahaha

yes, saya tetap membenci af, tp i cant help it, i like aril :))

and he got in again! YEAY! he got the highest afmasuk for this season.hehe

so rakan rakan, hinalah saya, tak kisah pun sebab tetap suka aril jugak! hehehehe :)

double.

hello, hello :)

this whole week is all about my computer. Berrie came to my house and we spend hours trying to pun a new ram into my CPU. I wanted a new ram, but since im using ddr1, its a bit expensive. Berrie get hold of tow ddr1 ram from his friend (who though teh ram was broken) and gave it to me.

try as he might, the ram cant be use because my pc has some serious trouble.

so the try to insert the new ram will be continued after he format my pc.

6th may:

we went on a date. He bought me a new dress (the green one in one of the photos). I bought the black multi-pattern tiered dress. He has some extra money and he pay for my almost everything. Thankyou baby :)

7th may:

he went to my house(as always, we spend so many time together this hols.hehe). He format my pc for me.clean out the viruses, install the new rams, install all the software i needed (although there were a little malfunction when we tried to install windows and i almost cried, but he knows what he's doing.hehe).

and mummy gave me the money to buy my new hard disk (because i want a bigger one) and ask berrie to go with me teh next day.

8th may:

off we went for the search of my 500gig hard disk and his new ram. After rounds of shops inside lowyat, we finally get my ram for rm188.quite cheap right? hehe. we take this opportunity to date around too.haha. and i bought my long soughted pink dr. cardin flat shoes. :)

so there you have it, my daily lilfe! haha. today, i spend some time with my family while berrie went off to one cafe to see kiss the fallen perform today :)

bday&family.

these are some photos from my sis's bday dinner a few days back :)