simplifying.

hello hello everyone :)

for those who had knew me for quite sometime, they will know that I think to much. And most of it are negative stuff. I am the type of girl who have trouble to fall asleep (but when i do, memang lame giler tidur, haha, betul tak kawan kawan?). Right before i close my eyes, i will think about everything.

or like what one of my friend said, i over-analyze everything. every single detail.

I am also the type of girl who is scared about what other people think. For instance, sometime i think about my day and i saw all the flaw, never the good stuff. Then, deep in my mind, I will assumed that everybody else is thinking about it too, criticizing what i had done that day. But actually, what had happen is a very very very small thing that nobody even remembers it. And i end up worry for nothing, over and over again ask the person or apologizing or pondering about it again and again.

my besties and berrie said that I like to 'pikir bukan bukan'

like that day when i went house hunting, I felt so guilty because i cant help eejat with his house, and in my mind i feel like eejat is so mad and me, but the fact is, he doesnt. things like that makes me unhappy, complicated and judgemental most of my life.

So now, thanks to the book above (my sister bought it when she is through a phase too), i felt better. I think less about things that dont really need me to think about it. Stop being so guilty about every single thing and start to think a little more positively.

Now i am a much happier person who can sleep better at night. Alhamdulillah.

thankyou yayang for listening to me ramble and put up with me when im so cranky and sometimes even being mad at you for no reason. I love you for what you are and for what you make me. :)