photos gallore

remeber the photos I told you about before? well, this are just a few out of other hundreds. saya dah penat nak upload.huahahahaha.

for more pics, wait for my facebook album okay?

OUTING: Dataran Pahlawan and sungei Wang

ASSIGNMENT: MELODI, everywhere

CLASS PHOTOSHOOT

busyness

hello people.

happy valentine's day <3

For those who had already know, I am swarm with assignments. Okay fine, maybe its just ONE assignment, but I have to follow Melodi TV3 crew for about two months for my research (my group and me, I mean). we are tired, lacking sleep, emotional breakdown, miss our loves one, and down right BROKE.

Still, I have a LOT of interesting photos that I will upload soon.

Although my baby and I decided not to celebrate valentine this year, but earlier tonight my baby send me this sms:

"even kita tak sambut valentine, tak semestinya I tak sayang you. I sayang giler dekat you.sepanjang you buat research, I tahan je sabar sebab jealous you banyak spend time dengan kawan and groupmate you, bukan dengan I. Tapi I paham sebab kerja.I rindu giler dekat you.Dah lama I tak jumpa you.Kalau jumpa pun, kejap je. I rindu giler dekat you macam nak nangis.I sayang giler dekat you, sebab tu I rasa macamni.Kalau boleh, I nak dengan you je 24 hours a day.I love you so much, I akan jaga you sampai mati.I taknak berpisah dengan you.I nak bagi you roses tapi takut layu sebab tak tahu jumpa bila.I really miss you.I love you and nak nangis sebab rindu youu"

AWWW baby. You know I love you so much. I pray to God every single minute that my future is going to be shared with you. We've been through everything together and I cant imagine what my life would e like without you. I sayang giler dekat you yayang.I LOVE YOU. You might not be perfect, but you are perfect for me :)

benccciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

what a day :(

dont get me wrong, nothing that bad happen today, only that I had my feelings all screwed up.

Eversince last week, I had been bombered with my never ending assigments. What with the money for the god damn stupid MPG and so on. The only thing that is good about all this is that I love my group mate so much. They are the one who keep me going, actually.

Thanks darlings :)

I'm in amal's house right now. Although the day had been hactic, I still cant sleep.

We arrive from malacca to day to do our industry project (this has been day 2) and this will keep on going for 2 months. We will go back to malacca on wednesday afternoon for our thursday class and later that same thursday, we will go back to KL again for our project (we are following melodi's crew around)

You know what that means: MONEY MONEY MONEY and yeah TIRING!

but I really had fun, I met some awesome people, HOT people and so on. And my friends and I had been laughing our ass off all day long.haha

Still, I have an uneasy feeling creeping in my mind.(and heart). 

Im confused. I love him so much, but sometimes I wanted to be treated special. I gave all that I have for him. Sometimes, love needs to be proven with actions, not words. And sometimes I need to know that he really loves me too. Please take care of me. Please dont let my feelings towards you change, because you know how much in love i am with you. 

Things may seems different now, and obstacles are coming our way with a pace so fast, but I know we will make it through. I love you, and I know you really love me too. Insyaallah we will be okay sayang.

I love you. I promise we will be okay. Just promise me you will prove to me you love me too.

and for someone out there, dont speak without reason, because sometimes a simple word can change someone's life forever.

peninglahhhhh

hello hello :)

seriously, there is so many things that needed to be update, and i really cant tell you guys every single detail of my life, so, here's the fast update version.hehe :D

1. I might finally have to send my novel to a willing publisher in order to pay for the stupid masscom mpg thing (we have to pay 300 bucks for the event, bodoh sekali!)

2. I am totally broke

3. Im organizing an event (gig) this 7th March as a fundraising for berrie's classmate (and me as well) to pay for the stupid 300 bucks. So PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US, OKAY?

4. Berrie is still not going to celebrate valentine with me, so I will be spending the day (and night0 away wth my girlfriends

5. Im confused about this UPU thing and I'm still finding a good college as an alternative because I hate UiTM so much

6. I didnt sleep at all last night because I was doing my assignments and yeahhh, I finish it :D

7. I miss my bestfriends, amina, particularly. and pingu. because things seems to be different with them now that I'm a non resident in campus.

8. I hate everything about this MPG (majlis pra-graduan)

9. I miss my mummy, my cat and berrie

10. Life is very tiring and confusing right now

valentine

what is it to me?

well, I know most of us muslim thinks its wrong to celebrate it. yes, I admit its true. but its all up to WHY you want to celebrate it. I wanted it because the day seems special to me. Yes, people then will ask, everyday can be special. everyday we can show our love to our loved ones.

yes, i know that's true. But on this special day, the whole world will share the love with you.
everywhere you go, you will feel the love, the happiness.
Its just some special day.
You dont have to celebrate it because of the real reason.

Just celebrate it because you want something special for your loved ones.

and i just want someone to celebrate me..

I want that day to be the day, the only day, that I will not be treated as equal with my boyfriend, but as a princess. The day where everything is paid for, where everything is special and sweet. Everything just for me.

Since my boyf dont wanna celebrate it anymore, i guess i wont ever feel it ever again.

atleast i felt how beautiful that day can be, in 2005.

thankyou hafriz for atleast making me live the experience of valentine's day :)

sighhhhh

i am greatful for everything I have. my mummy, my family, my beloved friends, my cat, my boyfriend lived comfortably, get the proper education and so on. but I'm only human. and sometimes i CAN be ungreatful. although im really angau giler babi semalam (ntahlah ping, i pun xtau nape i angau), sometimes i wish that i could get someone to love me so damn much. Too much. because sometimes, i love to be loved in return and also angau-ed in return..

rockin the suburbs

remember the flyers i posted a few post earlier?

rockin the suburbs?

well, it already happen last 18th january :)

It went SO WELL. and i'm so happy.

The crowd is great, the preparation is perfect, the photos are cool and we are getting more demand for events. I really think this gig thingy will be serious soon. and yeah, we get many new crews now :D

for those who missed out our event, feel free to come to our next kay? because we try so hard to make the event goes on smoothly.

Wish us luck for the next event.

here are some photos.

for all hundreds of them, check out my facebook, I have 8 albums of this event alone!

(and yeah, sila tag diri anda sendiri ye, saya tak larat nak tag kat facebbok tu. LAPAN album kot!)

new leaf

okay.

its kinda hard and ridiculous if I were to write on EVERYTHING that happen to me since I last write in this blog, so I will just tell you the one that matters. haha.

The new semester is GREAT. I only have one day of class each week, which is on Thursday, and all the free time in the world. So with the free time and no curfew (since im staying outside campus now), I went out shopping and enjoying myself no stop.hehe. Those pictures above are when we went out for Amalina's birthday, 15th january.

"Dont worry babe, whatever happens, you will always have us :)"

Pingu spend about four nights at my house and we had all the fun in the world. It was the greatest sleepover ever. When she went back to her room, I missed her a lot :(

yeah, I do. I miss you ping, when you went away.



nothing much had been done that night, just some fun fair action, shisha-ing, karoeke etc, but what makes it fun is because of teh COMPANY.

we shouted, we laughed, we make stupid jokes and laugh at every single thing.

Its the kind of things I usually do with my friends at home, and i miss that.hehe.

good to feel that way again.

and yeah, happy birthday amal :)

updates

new year updates :)

1. I wanna wish all of you a VERY happy new year. May 2009 be a much better year for everyone.

2. I cant write long because my computer is in Melaka now, safely in my room.

3. I went to Melaka last sunday to register and stayed for a day to get my whole house ready for the new semester. (since i am no longer living in hostel, im renting a house near the campus with my besties)

4. I went to Penang for the newyear's. That is why I'm home right now. But i will be back in melaka tomorrow.

5. I will update my holidays pic and entry after I get my own computer back :)

6.I failed my JPJ test, ONLY on the road (I pass the bukit, parking and 3 point turn)

7. Im taking my test again nextweek and I'm freaking out

8. Up to this minute, I only have 2 classes this semester and both is on Thursday. So I have the other 6 days FREE.

9. Berrie is all well now and is in Melaka, waiting for me.hehe

10. I miss him so much, and I miss my friends too. I'm trying to be a better person this year and I hope it will be fulfilled. :)