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what a day :(

dont get me wrong, nothing that bad happen today, only that I had my feelings all screwed up.

Eversince last week, I had been bombered with my never ending assigments. What with the money for the god damn stupid MPG and so on. The only thing that is good about all this is that I love my group mate so much. They are the one who keep me going, actually.

Thanks darlings :)

I'm in amal's house right now. Although the day had been hactic, I still cant sleep.

We arrive from malacca to day to do our industry project (this has been day 2) and this will keep on going for 2 months. We will go back to malacca on wednesday afternoon for our thursday class and later that same thursday, we will go back to KL again for our project (we are following melodi's crew around)

You know what that means: MONEY MONEY MONEY and yeah TIRING!

but I really had fun, I met some awesome people, HOT people and so on. And my friends and I had been laughing our ass off all day long.haha

Still, I have an uneasy feeling creeping in my mind.(and heart). 

Im confused. I love him so much, but sometimes I wanted to be treated special. I gave all that I have for him. Sometimes, love needs to be proven with actions, not words. And sometimes I need to know that he really loves me too. Please take care of me. Please dont let my feelings towards you change, because you know how much in love i am with you. 

Things may seems different now, and obstacles are coming our way with a pace so fast, but I know we will make it through. I love you, and I know you really love me too. Insyaallah we will be okay sayang.

I love you. I promise we will be okay. Just promise me you will prove to me you love me too.

and for someone out there, dont speak without reason, because sometimes a simple word can change someone's life forever.