an evening with...

name:firahzulkifli
status:confused
song: Menjaga Hati by Yovie and Nuno
current issues: him.

I'm at home!!!

The first time after I set foot at UiTM for this semester. I came home because my mummy had call me asking me to come back and Berrie asked me to go home too because he's going to JB for this weekend, to perform at City Plaza. Kaklong came home with me too today, we went to Sarah's house first and her parents pick her up at her home.

So, the pictures above are random pics taken by Pingu's NEW handphone, with camera, mind you.hahahahaha. Still, most of it is taken when we were hanging out after the "pasar" on last thursday, just doing nothing and wasting our time :D

Okay, back to the main story. Berrie is getting better now, but somehow I cant forget the way he said "he can easily take me back". Although he's making GREAT effort to mak eme happy now, and he seriously does, I still cant feel the spark we use to have. And its sad, especially when our one year anniversary is just around the corner ;(

I dont know what to do. How am I supposed to make our relationship to being back to normal? I love him, really i do, but I just dont feel it that much anymore, the spark, I mean.

help, tell me what should I do..

Back to the guy that I like story, after smsing him the whole day (and he totally layan me without stoping at all), he stop in the evening, but later that night, he comment me saying that he has no credit. After a few comments, he suddenly stop replying :(

So, after a few days him not replying, I comment him again, thinking it to be my last one, saying "giler jual mahal, taknak kawan dah" and he did reply. But he said that "tak pahamlah, sape jual mahal? xnk kwn dgn sape?" I dont get it, I dont think he's that blur, right?

Many says that he's backing off because I already have a boyfriend, because if he didnt like me at all, he wont be shy to meet me face to face, and asked his friend to pass his cd to me, right? and sms me whole day, just like that.But now, I think he REALLY dont like me, i dont know what to do ;(