name:fierah
status:okay
song:sorry sorry by rooney
current issues; blogspot and between two worlds :)
hello people :)
first of all, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
i have just finish designing my blogspot a few hours earlier and im not quite satisfies with it but i think it will do okay for now.anyway, for the time being, i will write on both page, xanga AND blogspot.hee so, for blogspot readers, visit my xanga page; www.xanga.com/airaharisa and for xanga readers, visit http://www.firahzulkifli.blogspot.com/ okayh? and help me decide where should i permanently write my crappings now:)
anyway, i have put songs on my blogspot profile, which is alesana-this conversation is over, alesana - apology, paramore - misery bussiness, rooney, im shaking,the used - buried myself alive, the wonders - that thing you do, paramore - crushcrushcrush, the used - taste of ink, simple plan - i can wait forever, sum41 - with me, and i spend hours making sure that all songs are played correctly.haha
back to the real story; last night, i "gayut" with berrie, as always. hee (he has the sarawak plan where his supersaver is only RM1 for 100minutes, lucky me!!), and he told me he was so excited to go to the Caliban concert this usgust. He told me not to come. I was a lil taken aback when he specifically TOLD me not to. A few months back, he just said that i can go if i want to, but dont be mad at him if he didnt exactly entertain me, but it was when he TOLD me SPECIFICALLy "takpayahla ikut" which had make me so sad :(
He said that I wont enjoy it and im different, this wont be my kind of thing.He doesnt want me to come because he wants to enjoy the music and he's afraid he might not entertaint me, and abandon me in the middle of the concert (Caliban is some hardcore band). I totally understand his reason but its his words that hurts me.
I know from the beginning that we are different, we are two worlds apart, everybody can see that. My friends were suprised at first that I end up with him, but he treated me so well, and everybody loves him now. Only that, will our differences effects our relationship now?
I hope not. I learn about his passion for music, support his band and listen to his music, and he does the same thing to me, follow me shopping, listen to me talking about shoes and make up, explaining the different type of shoes and my babling about my love novels. So everything should be okay, i believe in that. I just oh so wish that opposite does attracts and teach each other even more.
so does opposite really attracts?
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