4thyearanniversary.

today is the last day of puasa

and my

FOURTH YEAR ANNIVERSARY

with berrie <3

i am so thankful and grateful that I Berrie was given to me after my very dreadful break up and the very dreadful way i've been treated before. I never been this happy in my life before. He is everything that i am not, and he completes me in every way. I know he really really loves me and i do too. He treats me right, despite all my flaws and imperfection and he makes me feel happy and beautiful everyday. Just thinking of him makes me feels better on my worst day. He has his own flaws but i wont ever change him because those imperfection is what makes him, HIM. and what makes me love him so much.

i cant promise you forever, because we dont know what the future holds, but i can absolutely promise you that i want to feel this way forever if i could because i am so inlove and happy being yours.

i love you, zabarie talep.
happy 4th year anniversary <3

wishlist

wishlist updated.

more wish granted.

alhamdulillah :)

amin.

one day i hope my biography will read :

co - founder of insane lifestyle and psychedelic events, founder of frhzlkf by firah zulkifli, masters graduate, entrepreneur and marketing and communication executive at Blu Inc.

aminn.

insane.

we are really moving forward this time.

we are going to open a clothing line. 

soon.very soon.

but for now, check out www.insaneleegood.wordpress.com

and dont worry, i will invite all of you to my grand opening soon :)

haha.

okay, its been a while since i do something like this. i use to do it a lot in my highschool years, so why not right? :)

1. Put your Music player on shuffle mode

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

- Don't You Want Me - The Human League/Darren Criss& Lea Michelle

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

- Extravaganza - Bunkface

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

- What It Feels Like To Be A Ghost - Taking Back Sunday

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

- Love Lock Down - Kanye West

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

- Never Say Never (Acoustic Version) - Justin Bieber

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

- California Girls - Katy Perry ft. Snoop Dog

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

- Perasaanku Tentangmu - ONCE 

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

-Icarus - Alesana

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

- This Is Why I'm Hot - Mims

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

-  Menatap Matamu - Aril

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

-  Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

- Stuck In The Moment - Justin Bieber

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

-  Pelita - A.P.I

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

-Relaku Pujuk - Spider

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

-  Bunk Anthem - Bunkface

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

- Take Me Back - Story Of The Year

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

- Superman - Taylor Swift

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

- Oh Oh - Miranda Cosgrove

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

- Sooner Or Later - Michelle Branch

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

- About You Now - Miranda Cosgrove

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

- Marriage To Millions - Cute Is What We Aim For

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

- Let It Bleed - The Used

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

- Introduction - Matchbook Romance

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

-Cannonball - Damien Rice

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

- You Keep Me Hanging On - Dianna Argon

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

- Girl - Frequency Cannon

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

- Now Or Never - Hoobastank

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

- Round And Round - Selena Gomez

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

- That's Not My Name - The Tings Tings

stalk me

facebook.com/fefirahzulkifli

twitter.com/firahzulkifli

ohmyclozet.wordpress.com

formspring.com/firahzulkifli

yahoo id : fierahhh

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i'll be nice. i wont bite. atleast i will try ;-)

happyanniversary!

happy 3 years and 10 months anniversary my darling :)

mengedate

every month, when berrie received his paycheck, he will take me out for a super-nice date :)

last month we went to BB.

and i got a new handbag and two lomos :D

lomo aqua and lomo 4 lens

 mine is the white and pink. but Berrie pegang :'(

but this waterproof one is mine. ALL MINE.HEHEHE

(and yes, its also white and pink.hehe)

after puas shopping dekat BB, we went to Rhythm avenue for Hanis' and Iman's house warming party. Its so good to see my bestfriend again and update macam macam :D

acceptthefact!

I've finally make peace with the fact.

the fact that i didnt get that job.

the job that was promised to me.

i dont know whose fault it is and i dont want to point any fingers.

i just hope you know that of course im hurt, disappointed and all other negative unmentionable feelings.

i regretted not accepting other offers, but i believe there's a reason for everything.

and i will hold on to that feeling.

i have let it go.

i have forgive but i definitely wont forget.

:)

what happen?

So, let me just sum it up on what happen during the whole time i wasn't updating this blog:

1. Mother's Day
lunch and dinner celebration for mummy dearest.
i love you mummy. thankyou for being the greatest mummy AND daddy that anyone could ever have <3

2. Melaka Trip
I asked mummy to take me and sis for a short vacation during the wesak holiday. and i get to shopped! :)

3.Sarah's Engagement
yes, the happy couple (which is my cousin) is happily engaged. congratulations lovebirds <3

4. Mummy's Birthday
Happy 60th Birthday dear mother :) For mummy's birthday, we bough her a diamond heart shaped necklace and treat her for dinner. and yes, i force everyone to wear white eventhough they are in their office attire :)

5. Cherating Trip
and went for a trip to cherating with makdik's family. happynya dapat mandi pantai :D

anybody?

can anybody pls tell me where i can sell used clothes?

because i have  alot of still very good condition clothes that i would love to sell for super cheap price.

if you do know, pls text,bbm,tweet,fb,comment, whatever way okay? :)

thanks :)

move?

I managed to persuade mummy to move from Avilla into a normal double storey house somewhere in Puncak Jalil. so we are going house hunting soon.yipee :)))

I can finally get my own room and I have already imagine how i'm going to decorate it :)

- white frames on one side of the wall, filled with memorable photos of memorable people
- new closet, definitely
-mini fridge
-cool rack for my handbags, accessories, hats,belts,shawls etc

grrr.i cant wait :DDD

i want.

what i really really want

(and really is looking for it)

1. daisy dukes
2. tapered chinos pants
3. low heeled booties
4. awesome blazer (i know i already have many, but i want another one)
5. lace dress
6. girly white blouse
7. lace leggings ( i know i have one)
8. pleather leggings
9. eccentric blue/ green dress
10. awesome graphic tee
11. slouchy top (i know i already have, ok?)
12. grey skinnies

ohmyclozet!

dear kawan kawan yang disayangi,

please visit www.ohmyclozet.wordpress.com ok?

spread it to your friends, your girlfriends, your boyfriends,your families, anyone,anywhere ok?

or just click on the facebook link on the right hand column.

thanks,

lots of love,

xoxo

stopme.

almari dah melimpah ruah.

barang barang semakin hari semakin banyak.

stop me form buying pleaseeee.

mereka.

para pembimbing ke jalan kegelapan ;)

blackberry.

blackberry :)

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thankyou jay

Dear Jay Aznul Fazrin,

I know I didn't say it much but I am thankful and grateful to have you as my supervisor for the last four month. You are a great teacher, never fail to guide me and teach me how to live in this real world that I just learn to live in.

I know our relationship is based on tough love and more on love hate relationship but I never ever regret having you as my mentor. I know that everything you did has a purpose. You are tough with me for a reason and i had learned a lot from you.

You might not know it, and you might not believe it, but I am very thankful to you and appreciate everything you had done for me. 

Thankyou Jay for making the four months of my internship the greatest and sweetest memory that I will always remember :)

studentlife.

my life as a student is gone. over and gone ;(

yes, i will continue my masters, but that wont be the same. Not going to be the same.

No more going to mcdonalds between classes.
No more ponteng kelas ramai ramai
No more staying up, sleeping over beramai beramai to complete an ad campaign that needs to be presented the next morning
No more staying up late, konon nak study but end up pegi mamak or to the movies instead
No more gossiping like nobody's bussiness
No more partying when we feel like it
No more studying last minute mcm orang gila
No more late nights conversations just talking abt silly crushes

so many things to say..

but I just miss my friends and i just going to miss being a student.

So, to anyone who is still a student, dont wish to grow up so fast. enjoy it.its the best years of your life :)

update!

hello hello,

yes i know its been such a long looong time.

Many things had happen and many more will happen :)

Still, i finished my practical training last week :D

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME :D

and now i'm having a break before continuing to work. and all i do is party party party and shop shop shop. that's the life isn't it?

still, i need to finish my logbook and report soon. and yes, my proposal for masters.

and i really miss being a student though ;(

attitude

I don't have an attitude I have a personality you can't handle

shopshop!

i am cleaning my closet (yang dah dikemas berjuta kali tapi tetap penuh and like burst out whenever i open the door) and with each piece of clothing that I fold and tuck in, the memory of buying them came back to me.haha.

which leads me to feel like listing down shops i love ;)

Giant (seriously, if you are good, you can find GREAT pieces here)
Tesco (same goes here, even better actually)
Jusco (with a little mix and match, you clothes can look fabulous.once my super stylish friend asked me if I had bought my jusco top from topshop.hehe)
Brands Outlet
Padini (SALE only sbb mahal tapi baju mcm cikai kot)
Forever 21 (only unique, exotic dresses because the quality is eww and the price is unreasonable)
Zara
Cotton On
Kitschen (saya amat suka, especially time sale.hehe)
Somerset Bay
MNG (outlet ONLY)
Nichii
Ms. Read (for comfy special occasion clothes only)
F Block (super cute, super cheap)
Diva
Charles and Keith (expensive looking shoes, but reasonable price!)
Marks and Spencer (good quality stuff, jgnlah kau pegi beli beach dress pulak kat sini, mmglah rugi)
WH (casual stuff)
Topshop (accessories only sbb clothing is not good quality)
Vincci
Nine West (sorry, this is just my FAVE SHOP IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD)
Dorothy Perkins (when they have cute stuff)
Debenhams (again, good quality stuff mcm baju kerja or formal dresses)
Blook (murahhhh)
Treats
jonker walk and ANY flea markets! (the greatest place on earth to find super duper cute and stylish accessories and sometimes shoes and clothes)

come and BUY!

i am doing a nother spring cleaning SOON as I have bought more stuff, so please do visit my second hand clothes shop at

http://clearingtheghostinthecloset.blogspot.com

and happy shopping OKAY :)

omg.

ohmygawd.

baru nak bangga 3 minggu tak shopping.

but semalam and today dah tershopping lagi ;p

I SHOULD

I should start cutting off price tags from my clothes and not just leave them there in my closet

I should STOP browsing online blogshop

I should STOP shopping, period.

I should start learning how to cook REAL food.

I should be more rajin to clean my car.

I should STOP hitting everything on the road and become a better driver.

I should STOP being obsess with soft toys, and played with the thousands that I already owned.

I should start to repent NOW. the world is coming to an end, afterall.

I should start realizing that money dont grow on trees and start saving.

I should start wearing ALL the clothes that I have, the shoes, the accessories and the make up, at least ONCE

I should start being more mature now. I turning 22 soon afterall.

I should start to realize that karaoke is supposed to be sang together and stop hogging the microphone

I should start to realize that not all friends are sincere, sometimes they are just BITCHES

I should continue to be greatful to the cool and loving family that GOD had given me, despite my father being who he is

I should also continue to be grateful to be given such an understanding, sweet, cool, great boyfriend who really loves me despite all the FLAWS that I have. I KNOW i am not perfect.

past.

(festival kemerdekaan, diploma part one. kampus lendu melaka, 2006)

Diploma, i miss you ;(

Its the best years of my life.

I miss the way we hang out at the cafe every single night until we are chased away by pak guards.

I miss when we hang at the pondoks under our block after midnight and just talk all night long.

I love the way we take evening walk around the lake and eat ice cream from intekma.

I love how on weekends when we have extra cash, we would rent out a car and make our way to mahkota parade or dataran pahlawan :)

I love how I can just stick within our own small little group and feel perfect

I love how every single time when I feel sad, stressed or unhappy during class, I will feel better to go back to our block and just golek golek with you guys and it never fails to make me happy again :)

future.

(cafe faculty of communications and media studies, lunch hour, 2010)

future.

hard word isnt it?

People keep asking me what I want to do after this. Usually I always know what I want. I had known what I want ever since I was 11 years old, and I make my way through.

I want to continue my masters. In Fashion Marketing and Merchandising, which malaysian colleges dont offer. I really want to go to London school of Fashion but the requirement is 1 year working experience.

I also want to work. I like what I'm doing now, but I dont think I will be offered the job :(

So I need to make preparations if I dont get it right?

So everyone who's asking me things, here's what I'm going to do:

After 29th April, I shall take a rest for two-three months, while finding the right college and scholarships. If i was offered a job, then I will take it and take Masters part time :)

update.

Since its been just sooo long since I've updated this blog (thanks stalker), its kind of impossible to post about every single thing that had happen betwand een the last time I posted until now. But i can tell you this much; I have been full with activities every weekend.HAHA

and after mama's operation and she had to stay at my auntie's  house for a month for recovery, she finally get to come home last night. yeayy :)

anyway, so far so good at work. getting closer to more awesome people and i start to feel like i belong, finally.

and saya sgt sentap mengenai dua perkara, AD and PD. but whateverlah, I have passed that emotional stage and I really dont care.

Anyway, till next time :)

backinbsnes

minta maaf lama tak update.

ini adalah disebabkan saya terpaksa menukar URL blog ini sebab saya ada stalker.

but now i am back in bussiness, okay? :)

Its HIM

saya rasa saya dah mula tertekan kerana

jerawat mula naik randomly and start migraine balik and yes, makan terlampau but tak effect my weight.

that is the usual symptoms that I have every semester during finals.

and after weeks of analyzing and blaming myself. REALLY blaming myself,

after a long good talk with berrie and my sister,

I realized that its HIM, not me.

He tries to bring me down, shutting down every good thing about me, making me lose my self confidence .

and when he's not around, I realized that I am back to being CONFIDENT and very HAPPY.

so I made up my mind, if I dont make it, then I will pursue copy writing or magazine industry.

wish me luck for another 2 and a half months okay?