wishes

happy 22nd birthday sarra nadira sydney saifuddin

and 

happy 38 months anniversary my annoying monkey.

i love you more and more every single second of every day.

self-inflicted

to the one that has been making me all smiles with just the thought of you

i want you to know that adoring you is killing me

thinking about you all the time is killing me

i am so very addicted to you :)

i'm going down in flames for you

baby, you are the weapon i choose

these wounds are self inflicted

one more thing i'm addicted to

?

the night didnt turn out to be what i had hoped it would be.

its not just that one tiny thing sayang

but you've got to see the whole picture.

heartbroken, disappointed, sad

didnt even hoped that you would call or message me

because i know you wont.

three years we have been together, dont you know anything about me?

anything at all?

you.

i'm studying hardcore style for my two back to back papers starting this monday.

but i'm still thinking about you.

always think about you.

just can't stop thinking about you.

did you ever think about me too?

perry

if you want me
it take more than a wink
more than a drink
more than you think
some don't have the patience 
Some call me high maintenance 

Cause I can be bought but you'll pay the cost 
If you can afford me 
If you want me 
I don't need your dollar bills 
I just want something real 
'Cause nothing's free 
Except loving me 

A!

SPSS saya corrupt.

terpaksa kira questionnaire sebanyak 100 helai x 14 soalan dengan cara manual.

En Khairudin Murad, silalah tengok effort saya dan kurniakanlah saya A, ok?

karma.

kawan kawan sekarang banyak tidak menghargai 

dan juga pandai menggunakan orang.

kan?

but its okay, karma is a bitch :)

end

for those who had known me, you already know the fact that i am very emotional.

and this is one of my emotional stages ;(

in a month, i will end my life as a student. I felt lost and trap inside my own thoughts for weeks now. I feel sad knowing that I wont be able to come home after class to my rented house full of friends, updating each other, I wont be able to excitedly wake up every morning to go to class, no more pressure rushing for assignment dateline, wont be able to had mamak breaks between study sessions and so on.

It is coming to an end. rapidly.

I am so alone at home, mama works all day long, abang and kakak is working too.

i know everything wont be the same once i moved out from this rented house and end my life as a student.

no doubt that i will come back right after practical for my masters but it just wont be the same.

if anything, korang, saya amat akan merindui korangggg ;'(

hush

apa yang awak akan lakukan

kalau..

saya kata yang saya amat amat cintakan awak?

shhh

saya angau tak ingat dunia.

only hanis tahu siapa

WORK

en.khai

En. Khairudin Murad, tolonglah berikan saya A untuk academic writing , ok?

eejat

babii,

aku rindu kaulah sial ;(

siapa suruh kau pegi imbas kenangan lama kita malam malam ni.

kan aku dah sedih, touching, emo.

eejat, walaupun kau sangat celaka, but you are a good friend to me and i will always remember every second when we are together.

goodluck for the future, i know you will do well

i am gonna miss you so much :)

♥

dia tak mungkin tahu perasaan saya.

tapi saya perlu awak tahu

walau saya nampak macam sangat sukakan dia

tapi hanya awak yang saya memang sangat cinta.

saya janji akan sayang awak.

i cant promise you forever, its not mine to say, but I promise you that right here right now, I want to feel this feeling of being in love with you to stay forever.

..

I am balancing my individual work, group work, discussions, presentations, study for finals and the event.

I feel like I can drop dead right here right now, but I am handling it.

ALHAMDULILAH

and Insya-allah I can do it awesomely.aminn

every success I achieve, its all for you mama ♥

-

*gambar diatas hanyalah hiasan sempena majlis anugerah dekan,hehe*

8saya sangat happy sebab kali ni banyak kawan kawan dapat DL, maka saya tak kesunyian mcm semester lalu*

since becoming project manager for rockapedia, i have lost weight, sleep deprived, makan tak sempat,super stressed out, jerawat pun bertambah.

but i had fun doing it with all my friends.

masalah confirmlah ada, but we will deal it together.

and saya rasa sangat rapat sekarang dengan budak budak promotion.

i really had fun lepak dengan korang okeyh! :)

studyweek is here, but there's still many presentation nextweek.

wish me luck and of course, come to our event :D

greatful!

after one week ++ suffering of an unsettling sleep, finally today everything is fine.

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

terima kaseh sangat teammate teammate yang very proactive and mendengar kata.

special thanks especially to hannah marzuki for your help every step of the way.

You are invited to;

ROCKAPEDIA 2010

A Guide to Rockanology and tribute for local artists and entrepreneurs everywhere

Venue: Annexe Central Market

Date: 28th November 2010

Meet me there :)

kejadian

kejadian kejadian yang berlaku setakat ini:

dean's list ceremony was this morning. So much better than last year because a lot of my friends are here this time <3
Still, can't upload the pics because nik munirah nik hassan tak reti reti nak upload gambar.

will upload fahmi's surprise birthday celebration photos soon.

and ROCKAPEDIA is going well, finally :)

you.

dua hari lepas gaduh.

nangis-nangis.

but inilah kali pertama i dont let my ego rule me

and when im just about to text him, i received a text from him;

i tak boleh ego lama lama dengan you sebab i terlalu sayangkan you

and at that moment I knew that i had reached that stage where I just want to be with him.

the good, the bad, the ugly, everything, as long as its him.

i love you zabarie talep <3

ROCKAPEDIA!

terima kaseh banyak banyak for your support in making me the

project manager

for 

ROCKAPEDIA 2010.

nantikan kehebatannya rakan rakan.

coming to you 20th November 2010

2-1 baby!

I am finally

21, Legal and Fabulous :)

happy birthday me.

raraya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir dan Maybe Batin :)

Pegi rumah makdik, Tok Ngah and Tok Long today. Duit raya saya je yang dapat. abang dan kakak tak dapat dah.HAHAHA.

Esok ke Cherating, destinasi raya kali ini :D

another AWESOME raya in KL by the Zulkifli's family :)

Can't wait for next wednesday/thursday.jalan jalan raya di KJ!

youuu

kaki saya terseliuh teruk semalam.

sekarang bengkak dan bebandage =(

berrie dah balik sarawak last sunday and he says:

macamana boleh jatuh ni sayang, awak ni, I baru satu hari takda, dah macam macam jadi.nanti I balik, I kiss bengkak you bagi elok ye. Then I marah you sebab you clumsy sangat

awww, see, macamanalah saya tak cintakan awak? hehe. 

I love you sayang <3

bffun

The holiday is here yaw'll! 

the raya holidays I mean. haha.

i went to class yesterday, get up at 7 from home and drive to shah alam. Tiba tiba class postponed to 10, so I slept at Baiduri fist.hehe.

and I twist my ankle otw to the lift at Baiduri. It was raining quite heavily, and it was slippery.

dah terjatuh tu, pandang kiri, pandang kanan, tengok take orang. Ada sorg brader ni je turun motor, so buat buat cool sbb dia tak nampak masa jatuh tu.hahahaha.

Although with a twisted ankle, I still managed to go to my two classes and met with my advisor (selamat hari raya sir!) and afterwards, SHOPPING.haha

Pick up hafriz and went shopping for my forever 21 handbag. Bought some earrings an a polka dot shorts (come on, the shorts is on sale!) Met Sarra and Azwani there btw.

After half a day hauling my twisted ankle around, deciding where to break-fast, Hafriz decide to go to Thai Base, this restaurant in Bandar Sri Damansara, where he took me for new years before. We took the buffet and DAMN, IT WAS WORTH IT!

rm33 for rice, prawns, kerang, crabs, chicken chop, fish&chips, cakes, ice creams, fruits, curry mee, meehoon soup,satay ect. but I was too tired to eat a lot. RUGI!

anyway, I had fun with my BESTFRIEND, cik Hafriz.lama kot tak jumpa, since he's in UiTM bandar melaka. Dah 2 bulan tak jumpa. 

dear hafriz: I had super fun today, jalan jalan teman you cari your white shirt and tengok you melantak macam 21 hari tak makan. Then you haul me around looking for kabinet kayu tapi last last tak beli pun.haha. and of course, singing at the top of our lungs to katy perry's teenage dream and your stupid dance moves.and yes, we all, you all ;p

byebye ;(

I am so very cold right now although the aircond temp in my room is up to 27c. i am listening to a bunch of song, especially push push by kat deluna and mine by taylor swift in repeat and doing assignments for tomorrow class.

Yes, ada kelas, siap dengan presentation. 

And I need to meet with my advisor too. Might as well right?

Anyway, my baby is on his way to the airport now.

His flight to Kuching leaves at 6.15.

I hate holidays because then Berrie has to go back ;(

seriously, hate long distance relationship!

bye bye sayang, take care, jangan miang miang and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

my gorgeous ladies

my beautiful ladies, my first friends in UiTM Lendu, my pure happiness all those hard years in Melaka and forever will be my best friends; Amina Syarfina, Hanis Zakiyah and Sarra Nadira <3

Bon voyage and good luck Amina Syarfina. may you achieve GREAT GREAT things in UK and have fun there. remember us always as we will always have the memories of you with us. and of course, bila NINEWEST ada sale, jangan lupa nak bagitahu ye.hehe

I am gonna miss you a lot though ;(

and the other two jugak, habis sem ni, habislah time kita, lepas ni semua dah busy.

but always, memories will be mine <3

p/s: more photos? like always, facebook!

maaf

semalam saya beli lagi dua pasang kasut. 

Saya tahu saya dah berjanji nak berhenti shopping, tapi tak boleh.

Maaf.

wave it!

first of all, of course, HAPPY MERDEKA MALAYSIA :)

yeahh, I have always been patriotic dari zaman sekolah lagi. Dengan semangat wajanya nyanyi lagu-lagu kemerdekaan dengan bersungguh dah menggantung bendera kat sekolah sambil mengibar ngibarkan jalur gemilang masa perhimpunana. hehe

sorry I am not that enthusiastic this year Malaysia, but I still love you <3

anyway, today takda class, so, 5 days straight of holiday since last friday. Done some work today, thought I want to finish up my academic writing, but my migraine hits me again. 

Just woke up from a nap right now, my head feels a BIT better.

So kepada stalker stalker yang baca blog saya religiously tapi taknak comment ( I know you are out there, hehe), wish me get well soon and wish me luck on my academic wrting and yeah, german hearing test this wednesday kay ?

iloveyou

to berrie:

OMG, happy 3 years anniversary sayang. Its been 3 years baby! All my life, I tak pernah imagine that I would find someone that would love me, be my bestfriends and always make me happy. sayang, I really hope to be yours forever and forever be in love like this.

 Always yours, always love you zabarie talep

from berrie :)

happy 3 years anniversary sayang.I love you so much. Orang kata lepas 3 years mesti break, but I will fight for you because I know its worth it. 

I love you

fashionspy

I guess the it trend right now is grunge glamour. every magazine says so.haha

seventeen,vouge,cleo,cosmo,marie claire. semualah

so nampaknya kenalah shopping lagi ;p