downer

I love my job. seriously.

I love what I'm learning and doing.

but one thing about me, saya hanya selesa dan akan menjadi diri saya yang sebenar apabila orang yang saya berinteraksi itu memberikan feedback positif. and yes, I need to know what I'm doing and talking about.

Seriously,I am not timid and definitely NOT shy.

I am loosing my self confident bit by bit when "people" keep saying that I dont know how to make friends and what not.

Seriously, you dont know who I REALLY AM.

Saya okay je, only that I tak masuk with some ppl. I think everyone is like that. I wont fake it. If I cant fit with certain group, then I wont, because that would be faking it. But I will try.

Please notice that I do interact with ppl that I am comfy with. Cant you see?

I am sorry if I am not good enough for you, but I did try my best. If you cant see and accept that and still think that I am not worthy and keep making me feel stupid and all things negative, its your call.

I will pursue my dream and when I get it, I will make sure that you will regret it.