pre-new year!

HAPPY PRE NEW YEAR :)

welcome 2011.

and i had done a butload of shopping today. hehe

and kejap lagi nak pergi new year celebration with yayang.

have a good one everyone :)

currently.

currently listening to:

you're the reason why by victoria justice

(i think her tv show, victorious by nickelodeon can make her the next hannah montana)

and

kalau cinta by aliff aziz feat. joanna and co

(can believe she's my high school senior and my schoolmate sister, haha)

malaysia!

congratulations MALAYSIA.

and i love youu

KHAIRUL FAHMI CHE MAT

you are a  SUPERB goalkeeper :)

spree.

went for a pre-shopping session with kakak on the 26th.

pre meaning that I WILL shop again before the great sale ends. 

HAHAHA.

still, I get a great deal that day.

very cheap mark and spencer's stuff and yeah, went nuts at my charles and keith :)

can't wait for the next spree this weekend :D

countingdays

 less than one week and I'm going for my practical.

the funny thing is, I'm so nervous and worried because I dont know what to bring and all that.

I'm accepted and that's all I know.

tried emailing and calling, but the person I'm supposed to contact is out from the office.

please bagi everything settle cepat cepat.

and kurangkan my nervousness.

wish me luck and hope for everything to go well.

aminnn.

internship.

i got accepted to do my practical at

Naga DDB and ASTRO

and many other places invited me for an interview, including Leo Burnett KL.

but prof said he already accepted Naga DDB on my behalf and wont let me change to ASTRO. but I havent sign anything yet with Naga, so I am still going for ASTRO.

i don't care.

I have been offered the marketing department, my dream job.

I'm going for it.

I don't care.

edufair

its ummi's engagement day today.

congratulations ummi safiah and fadhli ramly :)

wake up real early today, and then had to change to another kebaya because the theme colour change from brown to green.haha. nasib baik rumah dekatttt!

since yayang slept over at my house last night, so Mama ask him to teman me to the education fair in Midvalley.

i know, i know, why right?

well, its because i'm looking for a wider choice for my MASTERS.

but the fair sucks, really. The one that I went when I finished my SPM is WAYYY better.

So after that we just walk around and went to Curve.

tomorrow: GROCERY SHOPPING! YEAYY

justsayyes.

baby, just say  yes.

i love you zabarie talep <3

alhamdulillah.

alhamdulillah.

for my results, for the offfers.

one more semester, and hopefully i will get to wear my ANC sash.

Aminn.

practical.

I only start to think about my practical placement after rockapedia, which is 1st december.

most of my friends already got a place during that time.

i was so worried. i applied everywhere, agencies, magazines, jobstreets etc.

after worrying too much, sleepless nights and headaches in the day, last week the offer start to come in.

i got invited to tons of interview. TONS :)

and then NagaDDB called me and place me, WITHOUT AN INTERVIEW :)

and last night Astro called me, from the MARKETING department (which is like, MY PERFECT JOB EVER) and I had a phone interview. I hope i will get it but I'm not having my hopes up. 

still, anyway, I am so thankful, after weeks of worrying, no replies, no helped from anyone, no inside cables, I finally get a lot of offer. 

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

congratulations,love birds

congratulations to my dear cousin, mohd azharuddin bidin for his marriage to nor aisyah abu bakar.

i know you guys is officially nikah a month ago, but since I can only attend the ceremony that happen last week, 11th december 2010, (nikah in Baling and I was having my finals during that time.hehe), so congrats :)

after a month of stressing and busybees for the preparations, alhamdulillah, everything went well.

next, is Ummi's (my other cousin, azhar's sister) engagement this saturday :)

thankyouuu.

thankyou so much dear rockapedians <3

for making rockapedia 2010 a sucess :)

i know its been kinda late to say this now, but still, THANKYOU so much to the sponsors and media coverage, thankyou to the vendors who joined us, thankyou to my adik adik, the KEMUNCUPS, thankyou pixel, and VERY MUCH THANKYOU to those who came, you guys rocked! and THANKYOU to the rocking bands for your co-operation, hope to see you again and most of all,. THANKYOU to my teammates, ADVERTISING CLASS OF 5B, BATCH JULY-NOV 2010, having you guys as my teammates make my job as the project manager SO.DAMN.EASY<3

and SPECIAL THANKS to HANIS ZAKIYAH, DEANNA, ALAN,ZUL,AFIQ IKRAM,HAFRIZ JAMIL AND ZABARIE TALEP for helping me throughout the way. having you guys on our side makes the job wayy easier <3

eventhough i got sick for a week after the event, but it was worth it.

thankyou, thankyou,thankyouuu

sicksicksick

still recovering from my sickness.

demam, muntah-muntah, cirit birit.

habis event terus sakit.HAHAHA.

and yayang started work yesterday and i am so so bored.

wanted to watch rapunzel but mummy says I better take a rest first.

maybe esok pergi tengok sorang sorang.hehe

anyway, I AM SO BORED AND MISS ZABARIE TALEP SO MUCH

itsasuccess

alhamdulilah

rockapedia is done,finished and can be considered as a success.

thankyou so much to all the bands, performers, bazaars, sponsors, coverage, those who came to our event and of course, ROCKAPEDIANS who work their butt off. having you guys as my team makes my job as the project manager so damn easy. 

gonna miss you guys so so much and thankyou :)

and not to forget zul, alan and berrie. thankyou :D

p/s: balik rockapedia terus demam,haha

angauangau

Saturday, baby follow mummy and me grocery shopping :)

Ahad tak jumpa.

and this week, EVERYDAY jumpa, setakat ni :)

but yet i miss him like crazy.

yes, you guess it right, I'm back in my angau phase :)

saaayaaang, i miss youuuuuu and i loveee youuuuu <3

thelastweek.

the last week of rockapedia.

super nervous!

and as always, berjuta masalah mula timbul pada saat saat terakhir

but thanks to my SUPERB team, setakat ni alhamdulilah still under control.

ya Allah, berkatilah event kami ok :)

this week dah start busy balik with promotions, photoshoot with OMC, marketing strategies for OMC, new event and so on.

but this is the last week!

after 28th, start fikir pasal practical and golek golek for on whole month. yeay!

rindu.

i miss my baby right now ;(

its only been three days but i missed him like crazy.

saayang, cepatlah nikah supaya saya tak payah jauh dari awak lagi ;(

i love you so much zabarie talep <3

help!

minggu ni sahaja, saya dah beli:

dua miniskirt

satu tube dress

satu cardigan

satu toga dress

dan satu shift dress

my wardrobe cant even be close

i have a severe shopping condition, help me

lovehate.

i love to sing loudly when i'm driving alone

i love all things girly and romantic

i always prefer chick flicks over action movie

i get cranky when i'm hungry

i sing loudly and off key when i'm stressed out

i love nothing more than shopping

i am super sensitive and emotional

i sulk when i dont get what i want

i am childish and there's nothing you can do about it

i treasure sincere and honest relationship

i am loyal and true if i believe you do the same for me

i love outrageous girlish headbands currently

i am obsess with miley cyrus and hannah montana

i am always attracted to what hanis would classify as 'celaka' boys

i love animals very very much

i talk loudly and non  stop

i prefer to say things straight to people's face

i despise fake people

i hate long things

i hate everything slimy and gory

i hate extreme stuff, though i love to watch it

love me or hate me, i dont care,

because believe it or not, i have found someone who love every bits of me, 

the good and the bad and friends who appreciate me and accept me the way i am

i lovelovelove kawan kawan yang saya sayang, hargai and suka <3

and i love you zabarie talep <3

call!

everything is good, for now :)

all my things are unpack and settled down since lastweek.

no drama in my life (pheww, finally)

and everyday is enjoyable.

rockapedia; so far so good.

now, if i can just get the phone call fro my internship, everything will be SUPERB 

iloveyou

zabarie talep

i will love you forever

aa long as i can

insyaallah

you are the best thing that had ever happen to me

i love you so fucking much <3

please.

please dont make the same mistake we all did by trusting her.

please, i beg you

letgo

i'm trying to let go of him

for good

once and for all

forever be my only exception

over

alhamdulilah.

everything is finally over (except for event)

finished the last presentation yesterday.

although its not our usual best, but we are just too tired to care.

already moved out permanently from Baiduri yesterday. made two trips with yayang.

penat nak mati.

now, i need to concentrate on how to organized ALL my stuff from shah alam into this house. urghh

still, i am so happy and sad that i am done.

sad because no more coming home to gossiping with Hanis, no more going to class and have fun all day during classes, no more assignments' stress, no more just going one level above to yayang's, hanging out at yayang's place, lepaking for lunch and dinner with bff and so on ;(

yet, i am so happy to leave behind all my 'so-called' friends, fake people and very very toxic environment.

i hope i will get through this change, insyaallah :)

happyhappy

sir khairudin murad dah message kata proceed to hard cover binding

final report ROCKAPEDIA dah siap, nak print dah

finally got my period today after it skipped last month (making me super stressed!)

and finally tomorrow i will move out from this toxic environment FOREVER.

alhamdulilah, everything finally turns out well, it always does.

thankyou god for giving me the strength to get through this :)

deepdpression

i am having a really bad depression.

i just want to move out from baiduri.

just one more adv campaign and i am done.

my stuff are mostly gone, back home.

i just want to get away from this really toxic environment and toxic friends.

Ya Allah, give me strength

just 3 more days..

official.

dah officially confront.

dah officially putus kawan.

and officially never been so happy and relieved in my entire life :)

amalina shahri

AMALINA SHAHRI,

saya dah dapat tahu cerita awak buat tentang saya dekat nik.

awak cakap saya kata dia flirt around, pelacur, classmate saya tak suka dia, saya burukkan dia dekat fahmi, housemate berrie kata dia pelacur dan sebagainya.

macamana awak boleh kreatif sangat?

cuba nyatakan saatnya bila saya cakap macamtu?

saya bukan taknak confront, tapi dengan awak ni, saya dah malas. kalaua saya confront pun, konfirm awak akan terus menipu dan menipu.

untuk pengetahuan awak, SEMUA ORANG tahu awak kuat menipu, maka tak perlulah awak berpura pura macam saya ni jahat, buat cerita dan sebagainya.

semua orang tahu awak kuat mungkir janji, perasan, up kan diri sendiri, bila orang cerita masalah, awak mesti nak relate dengan diri awak jugak, dan macam macam lagi.

and untuk pengetahuan jugak, semua orang tahu awak suka tipu RESULT awak, tipu kononnya sakit, semua benda selagi boleh tipu nak tipu.

ingat kitaorang semua bodoh ke?

kitaorang selama ni buat buat percaya je depan awak, tapi sebenarnya semua malas nak layan awak.

awak boleh kata saya kejam publish public macamni, tapi awak pikir balik, awak tak kejam ke BUAT CERITA PASAL SAYA sampai saya boleh putus kawan dengan nik?

sekarang baru saya pahamlah kenapa awak asik takda kawan yang kekal.

semua kawan kawan awak semua tak suka awak sebenarnya, ni saya nak inform.

YOU DONT HAVE REAL FRIENDS.

so sudah sudahlah menipu, kesabaran orang ada tahapnya.

mulai sekarang kita officially putus kawan ok?

kalau tak puas hati, datang cari aku face to face, no problem!

and kalau awak tunjuk pun benda ni dekat kawan kawan awak and dorg pun nk marah saya, hina saya, mengata saya etc, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. suruh dorg tanya saya sendiri apa jadi and saya akan explain macamana awak tu sebenarnya KAKI PENIPU.

housemate housemat lain and kawan kawan lain pun boleh tolong explain jugak!

wishes

happy 22nd birthday sarra nadira sydney saifuddin

and 

happy 38 months anniversary my annoying monkey.

i love you more and more every single second of every day.

self-inflicted

to the one that has been making me all smiles with just the thought of you

i want you to know that adoring you is killing me

thinking about you all the time is killing me

i am so very addicted to you :)

i'm going down in flames for you

baby, you are the weapon i choose

these wounds are self inflicted

one more thing i'm addicted to